I guess we'll call it love

And cried and cried

"Well every one already knows"
Mira almost shouted drawing the attention of Evelyn who ran over almost immediately.
i sighed and Evelyn made a confused look that we mostly see on Mira. then the bell rang and I ran over to the door to get inside. I ran through the doors and into the classroom where I found my seat an sat waiting for class to start. the rest of the class slowly joined me inside including our teacher. as class went on I found myself spending most of the day looking at Nick. I hate how right Mira was. it was killing me. I have been through this a thousand time and it never worked. he never liked me and it always messed up our friendship. he was to weirded out. sometimes I felt like I had a chance but most of the time I just kinda sat there staring at him like a loser.
I sat through math English music art French and science before the final bell rang an I could leave but I forgot I was walking home with Lane.
I left the room grabbed my bag off the hook and stood by the door waiting for Lane and Nick. they got ready after forever and we walked out, though we weren't alone we were followed by nicks best friend James, who is arguably one of the better looking guys in my class. I mostly just walked silently laughing occasionally at the dumb things they were saying. but mostly I couldn't wait to get home.

When I did get home I sat upstairs in my room and involuntarily started writing a song. as always it was a song that had nothing to do with my real emotions but was still good and sounded heart felt enough. so I went with it then when I wrote about 5 lines I gave up and cried and cried and cried about how I will never have Nick back whether as a boyfriend or even just my bestfriend.