The Lost Soul

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Dear Lost Soul,

I will always be here for you. You were always there for me. So now tell me about this

 Scott guy? Have you told him how amazing I am, how you are my best friend or how great a team we make? You should.  Are there others in the garden with you or do you keep it all to yourself? Is it really pretty or plain?

I would love to come visit and hey it's not that of a big deal, it's just seeing how

well you can cope but you just weren't ready for that much feeling yet. Any new

memories back yet?

 Sorry it's taken me so long to write this and by the time you get this, it will be even longer.  I have just been a bit swamped with homework and assignments and studying for tests and trying to survive by eating and sleeping and pooping somewhere amidst that. Rykeir finally told Harmony he likes her and she is avoiding him now. I talked to her though and she says that she just doesn't want to ruin what they have and if they start dating and it ruins everything then they will never be able to go back and Rykeir is majorly regretting telling her but I think they will be good together once they start talking again. That won't happen until Rykeir corners Harmony and makes her talk.

Max? Max being serious?  Max being serious about a girl? No. I know you said he has changed but really? He is like the biggest player in the world. Are you sure it's not just cause she is rejecting him and he doesn't like that? I'm sorry if that sounds mean it's just I can't picture Max truly caring about a girl. He just sees them as meat and it makes me rather angry. Especially since he expects other guys to treat you right but he does treat girl nicely.

Anyways this Dr Lemmons sounds like an extremely smart lady. I'm glad there is someone taking good care of you since I can't anymore. And if there is anything you want to talk to me about I will be here. I promise I won't dob you in to her. And just a suggestion, ask for the Jumanji Board Game, it was one of your favorites. You loved the movie so one day we went on a trip all across town even to the next town over just to find the board game. It's still sitting in the bottom on my cupboard. Along with you doll. If you remember her.

I know the book; I remember finding you sitting on top of the monkey bars in the park one night reading it. I saw you while I out jogging and I called out to you and you would listen and so when I came up closer and touched your leg you jumped so high, the book went flying and you fell on top of me. The old lady walking past thought we were trying to have sex on the playground and yelled at us for public indecency. You were upset cause it was dark so we couldn't find the book but the next day an old man gave it to me when I walked  through the park on my way to school. He even apologized for his wife's yelling cause he saw what happened and said he went off to get the book and once he came back we were walking off and his wife was rambling on about the reckless and disgusting youth.

I'm guessing if Dr Lemmons doesn't know then I can't help much either. Sorry about that but it sounds like a rather scary dream. I do know who that may be but I don't think you are ready to hear about that one. 

And as boring as you say your weeks are I still wanna hear about them. I miss the old days too.

Forever missed by

Kitty