best friends forever; woosan

Besties.

20-6-2021
I think he hates me, I genuinely think he absolutely despises me, I'm San, and I've been in school with a guy named Wooyoung. We've always been seated together and we have always been best friends.

Not anymore though, after last year. He started hanging out with this guy named Yunho, he and Wooyoung would always hang out in the breaks. Wooyoung would tell me to fuck off and that I have no friends and I'm "a fucking loser"

This hurt me so badly I started trying to find people who could support me, but since Wooyoung is one of the most popular guys in our school no one wanted to be friends with me.

28-6-2021
I started visiting this café, there was someone working there who was nice to me. His name is Seonghwa, he's older than me and acts like a father as well as a friend. He's extremely funny and a great friend.

30-6-2021
I started to hang out with Seonghwa more and more, Wooyoung noticed I started to look less depressed and I wanted to leave school earlier, of course he hates me, so he started spreading rumors around the school about me.

Now everyone looks at me with hate and disgust. I feel dirty with all these looks on me. one of my teachers almost kicked me out because she heard from a student I was lifting up skirts of girls. Now why the hell would I do that? I have enough to worry about. But as you know the victim is always right in their eyes, I'd think the same if I was them.

4-7-2021
I have stopped going to school recently, and I haven't been going to visit Seonghwa at the café. I'm too depressed. I sent him a telling him about everything, I don't want to lie to my only friend.

5-7-2021 9.30am
He told me not to worry about it, he's coming to visit me later today!

7pm
He has visited me, I gave him Wooyoungs number and he told me he would do something about his attitude and that I should just go to school tomorrow. I've decided to follow his advice, because what else do I have except for education and dance?

15-7-2021
I went to school for the past few days, but Wooyoung hasn't been there? I'm worried, Yunho has been acting kind of weird, what is going on?
I've decided I'm going to visit his house tomorrow.

16-7-2021
I'm at Wooyoungs house right now, he has told me everything about Yunho, the way he was. Yunho was extremely manipulative. He told Wooyoung if he stayed friends with me he would spread rumors about him, just like he did with me. Wooyoung didn't spread the rumors. Yunho did. I called Seonghwa and thanked him for everything, of course I'm staying friends with him.
we're going to confront Yunho tomorrow, Wooyoung doesn't care about the rumors anymore. Since he cares more about me.

17-7-2021
We're going to confront him in an hour. He has been acting even weirder and we're kind of scared. but best friends stay together! Amicus ad aras!

1-6-2022
it's almost been a year. I've been in a coma for half a year and couldn't write in my diary up until now, don't mind if you see scribbles I was just trying to write.
of course, you want to know what happened.
Me and Wooyoung (who's now next to my bed) confronted Yunho by talking to him outside school. While we were calling him out Wooyoung suddenly screamed "HELP" I turned around as fast as I could but I wasn't fast enough before I saw black.
I don't remember anything that happened except for being fed something and then I blacked out and woke up in the hospital.
Woo does remember.
He told me Yunho interrogated him. apparently he is a spy for some white masked dude. I have no idea what is going on.

1-7-2022
I don't remember Seonghwa visiting me. I hope he's okay.

2-18-2022
I'm released from the hospital, I saw Seonghwa with a bandage around his head walking with Yunho? what is going on?

2-20-2022
I texted Seonghwa to explain what is going on and he told me to visit his house tomorriw. I hope it'll be okay.

2-21-2022
I visited Seonghwa. He told me Yunho was brainwashed by the white masked man as well.
I still kind of can't forgive Yunho though, I'm sure he had no ill intentions.

2-22-2022
"hii!! San here!" *waves* "this date was too cool to not make a video diary! I'm gonna be telling you together about what happened with Wooyoung who's right next to me! say hi!" *Wooyoung shows up on screen* "hiiii" " Okay so what happened, Yunho is apparently a great dude and very nice, we've made a friend group too! there are 8 of us! we all met in the hospital but they're all so nice-"

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.... . .-.. .--. / -- . || It's the sound of a car on asphalt. The sound of a faint noise in the background. it sounds like sirens. The roadway isn't as gray as it was before... it's... red?

San wakes up in the hospital the second time this year, Wooyoung isn't next to him yet he seems to be relieved he survived.

he asks the nurse about his friend that was wearing a blue jacket. The nurse responds that she cannot say. He gets worried.

Seonghwa walks in. his cheeks are red and wet. he's looking down and wipes his jacket over his face. He looks San in the eye.
"Wooyoung has passed away. "

Sans eyes shrank and he repeated "why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WOOYOUNG WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. WE SHOULD'VE BE FRIENDS FOREVER. "

Seonghwa handed him a letter in wooyoungs handwriting. He tried to read it but his eyes were too watery. Seonghwa wiped his tears and told him to please read it.

he started reading
"hey bestie!
If you're reading this, I've probably already passed away. I'm sad I'll have to write this but I know the white mask is after me. And I don't want to leave you behind with nothing. I'm handing Seonghwa this letter, so you can cry on his shoulder. Please remember, I'm so sorry about everything that happened at school and you know I love you a lot. No matter what happened, you have to live on San. Please avenge my death by staying alive. I'm so sorry I had to leave you.
It's okay to be angry at me, of course I left you.
and even after death San, best friends stay together! Amicus ad aras!
I hope I don't see you soon
Your best friend, Jung Wooyoung"

San grabs Seonghwas shoulders and starts absolutely violently sobbing. He has to stay alive. He has to stay alive. He'll avenge him.

Seonghwa pats him on the back "it's gonna be okay San, it'll be okay. " but San doesn't believe him.

A week later is Wooyoungs funeral, he still can't believe it, his best friend is gone.
He stares at his picture on the coffin, they used his ugliest picture. "I'm sorry" he mumbles. Seonghwa taps him on the shoulder and they walk away

They both visit woos gravestone every day. San had the honor to write on it "we'll stay together even after death do us part, amicus ad aras!"
San puts down some roses and breaks down crying every time.

-the end😊(sorry) -