Chaipunk

Chapter 1 😼

Pavs pov:
I was pretty much considered perfect or a golden child I had nothing to worry about really! I mean I'm Spiderman which is really easy I get told a lot stuff like "oh just wait" "you don't get it" "easy for you to say" and other things but if we're being honest I don't have issues I have problems lots actually to many to count but an issue is the same thing as a problem really so I guess I can't say I don't have issues for starters the overwhelming feeling of making a mistake gets to me and each day it just gets worse ending up to these just mood changes and random meltdowns and it doesn't help that everyone calls me perfect so making a mistake ruins my reputation! But let's talk about now currently I'm in my room sitting in the corner of my bed basically shaking cause a percentage i got on my test I had gotten a 68% I really don't notice it but I'm crying. Crying over a test but really if I'm not perfect than what am I? I've been to busy to notice my watch beeping but I could really care less that wasn't the issue right now I grab the test out my back  pack and just stare at it in utter silence when the noise of a portal being opened in the side of my room and I see a confused hobie walking out of it "u going deaf can't hear your watch beeping?" I turn the other way and say "oh uh im sorry must've not heard it" "is alright mate no need to freak about it" he shifts over and sits next to me making my face noticeable "pav your crying what's up?" "Nothing hobie" I was never the type to like to talk about my feeling a lot "cmon it's not nothin" "just stop it's fine" "don't be so stubborn what is it" he says scooting closer I push the paper towards him and he grabs it "68% it's not bad pav you did good" well now I  just feel humiliated cause I'm crying now "hobie you don't get it!" "What don't I get?" "I- I just if I fail then what can I do? That mistakes gonna be there forever and I- I can't do anything about about it!"

Hoboes pov:
I'm sitting with pav who's crying cause he got a 68% which is really good but I just don't understand why he's crying I mean I'd be pretty darn happy if I got that percentage on a test so I tell him "68% it's not bad pav you did good" and he stays silent for a minute and then goes "hobie you don't get it!" "What don't I get?" I mean I didn't get it but still pav starts crying more and says "I-I just if I fail then what can I do? That mistakes gonna be there forever and I-I can't do anything about- about it!" His breathing pattern is getting messed up with each word I look at him closely to see his eyes grow wider when he starts struggling to breath and his face starts going pale and a small shade of red "pav? Hey hey your ok" tears are still falling and he starts trying to breath but it doesn't help "pav hey take deep breaths slow one's k? I'll do it with you in...and out k one more time" pav makes eye contact with me and you just see fear and guilt fastly but slowly he starts catching his breath and looks down as he starts breathing normally he looks up at me teary eyed "it's o-" I can't finish my sentence because I feel arms wrap around me when pav brings me in for a warm embrace I'm shocked at first but then accept it "thank you hobie.." "aye of course you get those a lot?" He stays quiet for a moment and then goes "yeah they stopped awhile ago but just when things get like this.. I just don't know" "hey it's ok" "sorry you had to see that tantrum or whatever.." "no pav that was a panic attack no need to apologize I'm always here"

First chapter ima try to post often but hope u like it 🫶