A heart that no longer beats

Part 1

Every time i look at the hospital window seeing families enjoying, laughing and having fun makes my face more lonely. In all my life, I had never felt to be loved. Never even got loved by my own family. I did everything just to make them happy but they only see the worst side of me. I hope that someday someone will be right here by my side in every scary, dangerous, fun journey. I hope that the person I will get to incounter will always be here and never leave me until the day I die. This is where my story began.

Hi I'm Yeeji Akashi from Seoul South Korea, I'm a 16 year old girl living a nightmare. A nightmare that doesn't involve ghosts but a nightmare that involves my whole family. It was perfect, it was all I've been dreaming of, but I was so sure the fun will end someday, because for them I'm nothing but a problem to the family, I was like air to them, just passed but they never laid attention on me for years. All these years I've live, I haven't saw them even care for me just once, I want that to happen just for once. Sorry if you can relate I want to share this to you all and for those who can relate you can see how hard life can be any without any support from even your family. But look at the bright side, I always think of my future first, achieve my goals, get a job then that is the time where you find yourya true love. Because love can wait, and you don't have to be in a hurry with a relationship with someone.

[After a few months]

Well, it's senior year, I just want to finish this school year. I had no plans of ever falling for someone, but I was wrong. The first day was already my worst day. I bumped into an old woman while walking to school, I dropped my books when I was near my classroom, and I bumped into a guy who looked just like a Greek God, Zues himself. Snap out of it Yeeji, remember your plans "Never fall for someone" I made it clear, I stood up, walked confidently but bumped into a wall, gosh how could this day get any worse. The boy said "Sorry, I'm not looking at my way!" I said "It's okay" I also asked his name he said his name is Kyo Matsuyama. We walked into the classroom together.