I woke upp with a pain i never have hade it was not normal it was i my rists it aked and called my name when i thought of yesterday night it got worse i started to hit the more and more with every hit it helt better i found a pear of scissor i wached as the scissors cut trou my arms and the blood running down my arms it felt so good i kept going again and again un till i herd steps coming to Toms room i freaked out blod was on the floor on the desk on me Tom came in the room he stood still just looking att wat i did he looked at me then walked up to me he held my hand and looked at the wound with teary eyes why i know you have it hard but why he went and got a medkit and started to clean my wound and put on a bandade then he just left the room.
i laid in bed and then the pain came back and the same feeling i did it again then again and again my wrist wore very sore i put on a bunch of bandades then desided too sleep.
Toms POV: why would she cut her self it was the first time she did that i might have handled it badly i went to my room i wanted to say sorry too her i went in the room and saw her sleeping i looked att her arms she hade a bunch of bandades i knew right then she hade cut her self again i felt like i wanted to cry i desided too get her a diery that i could read to have an extra eye on her i went back home and gave Elle the book i said draw or right in the book when you feel like cutting or just cut the sides she took the book from me and started righting in it
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My living hell!!
Romansaim a 19 yr old female end i have just moved too Germany and my name is Elle im gonna tell you about when i met tokio hotel no not the band the gang
