The Werewolf Diaries

Chapter 4

(Author's POV) 

It has been three years since Jimin left and he has changed a lot. His hair is purple with blue strikes. Jimin has called J-Hope and told him he is coming to visit for a few weeks because he has an audition at a dance studio to be a teacher. Jimin asked that J-Hope tell everyone but Yoongi because he still can't handle seeing him right now and it would hurt to much and break everything he has accomplished so far.

(J-Hope's POV)

When I got the call from my brother and he told me he was returning for a couple of weeks for an audition to be a dance teacher I was so excited. I called everyone but Yoongi and it hurt to leave him out but he had been off the band wagon for a while. When they came over I told the Jimin was coming back but we could not tell Yoongi. Felix said he would not be able to see Jimin because he is to busy taking care of Yoongi but he asked if we could explain things to Jimin and try to get him to talk to Yoongi. We all agreed to try separately and that was the end. Jimin arrived at my house the next day and I could not help but give my brother a hug and we sat down to talk about old times. Jimin asked how everyone was doing and I told him that most of us were fine but one person was not in his right mind and he looked at me and said who is it J-Hope who is not in their right mind. I told him that Felix would not be able to see him because he was taking care of Yoongi. Jimin asked what was wrong with Yoongi and I told him that since you left Yoongi went on a drinking binge and had got in to numerous fights. Jimin started to cry and said if he cared about me why did he act like I did not exist. I told Jimin that he could smell his mates scent but being around all the unmated omegas made it hard for him to pin point the right person and he didn't figure it out till the day his mates scent left the same day Jimin left. It broke Yoongi's heart to know he hurt you with out even realizing it.

(Jimin's POV)

When J-Hope told me everything I felt so bad and I started to cry because I was the reason Yoongi was the way he is now. I decided to call Felix and go see Yoongi and apologize for what I did. When Felix answered the phone i asked if he was near Yoongi and he said no that Yoongi was asleep right now. I told Felix to call when he woke up because I wanted to come and talk to him and Yoongi and Felix asked me why I wanted to talk to him now when I was the one who left his brother without telling him anything. I told him that I was coming to apologize to both of them. About 5 pm my phone rings and it is Felix and he has said that everyone is meeting at a café by his house and he would like me to come and talk to Yoongi alone and then hang with everyone. I went and took a shower and put on some black tight jeans with holes in the knees and a black shirt and black boots. I went to the café and waited for everyone to arrive. I saw Felix and Yoongi walk in and Felix told Yoongi to come sit with me and Felix brought our drinks and told me everyone would be here later and said for me to talk to Yoongi about everything and get it all out in the open. Yoongi could not even look me in the eyes and he looked so skinny and it hurt to think that I had caused all this. I told Yoongi that I would explain everything from the beginning.

(Flashback 13 years ago)

I was in 4th grade and this new kid transferred in by the name of Felix and we became fast friends. That day he asked if I wanted to hang out at his house and I said yes. After school we went to his house and that is when I saw the most beautiful guy I had ever seen. That is also when I figured out that I was gay. As time went on I kept trying to get the boys attention. Later I learned that his name was Yoongi and that he was dating someone. In my 9th grade year some kids had figured out about the crush and I was bullied by a bunch of girls who told me I was to ugly and skinny and that there was no way Yoongi would ever like me and that I was a gay kid with no hope. They said that Yoongi was not gay and to leave him alone if I knew what was good for me. From then on I just Watched Yoongi from a distance and Delt with the bullies everyday and let them do what they wanted. In my 12th grade year Yoongi had just graduated and I knew It would be hard to see him since I was still in school. About half way through my 12th grade year my parents got in a car accident and were killed instantly. As time went on I realized that I was in love with Yoongi but I knew there was no way for us to be together. So after graduation. I started collage but I did not count on running in to Yoongi again. I was surprised when I heard his voice and then saw him but I kept my head down so he would not see me. One day I ran in to my high school bullies again and they asked if I still liked Yoongi and I told them the truth and that was the day a group of boys came in the bathroom and locked the door and beat the crap out of me. On that day I decided to put an end to my feelings for Yoongi.

(End of flashback)    

These two are so cute together.