Day 2
"Time. To be honest we have all the time in the world but it's already 2 days before the big day."
"We have all the time in the world Hao but it won't wait for us."
"Honest question Gyu."
"Hm?"
"Are u scared about the future?
Or what's gonna happen to us after all of this is done."
"As I said, we'll go out seperate ways but hey does it matter? Even after all that separation we're still one after all the wars or all the obstacles in our lives we still managed to stay together so what's the future gonna do after we've gone through so much together already?"
"Don't be scared. The future is far, but you only think it the future is just a flapping butterfly on your nose."
"I don't get it."
"The days we've gone through is the butterfly flapping its wings Hao, your nose is like your eyes.
So every flap that butterfly flies is how much days have gone by but you still see the same people every single day. So what's another 1000 flaps or days
gonna do?"
What will 1000 days do.
What will happen to us.
But importantly what could've happened if I never moved to Seoul.
What could've happend if I didn't say hi to this particular person named Jihoon.
What could've happened if I didn't meet Jun? Mingyu? Cheol.
What if I never met Cheol.
What if I never met Mingyu.
Who will I be right now if it weren't for them?
Who will I be waking up to everyday if it wasn't for them.
What if I never loved that particular bully once.
What if I never loved the person who I'm with today.
I've never realized in my life that those small wrong choices that I could've chose would've lead to me not experiencing the things I'm experiencing right now?
Butterfly effect huh?
"What if I never met you."
"Gyu what if I never went back to pledis high that one day. what if I just stayed home."
"Then we wouldn't be here wouldn't we? You know that day also I was planning to just be absent. But I didn't because I had someone that I needed to befriend."
"Me?"
"You. Now you see that the butterfly effect is much more important isn't it? Because you know what if Jeonghan hyung never bothered to buy a dorm for us."
"We're you reading my mind."
"Why?"
"I mean what u just said."
"It was your question. I thought of it as like a butterfly effect wherein the slightest flap of a butterfly could lead to a tornado."
"You know that butterfly was you moving here and studied in pledis high right? And that tornado was Jeonghan buying the house."
"How-"
"Don't question dinner's ready."
"Okay."
Hah. Dinner's ready, something Jun would always say and serve up food but then he'd just go back inside his room and eat there.
Something Cheol would say and then he won't eat because he's too full. But he managed to make dinner just for me.
Something Mingyu would say, and will eat with me even if he's full.
"I'm happy if you're happy."
"I'm happy then."
"Ah huh what?"
"Thinking about things? Well u kinda said the last thing u thought of other than thinking of it."
"Aeh."
"Eat already. You know tomorrow's the last day."
"Last day of what?"
"Last day of them saying Gyu come get your fiancé."
"When."
"When u were shopping."
"Oh."
"And u thought Cheol hyung was me?"
"Ah."
"U don't remember do you?"
"Auh."
"Alright."
