The Teen You

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Phase 00. - the start of all

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Superstitions, Beliefs, and Magic

I was a true believer in those once.

until one boy

just one boy laughed at me

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"those are just in your imagination!" he said with a smirk.

"we're already going to be high school students!! such a wussy like you won't survive in the teen life" he said to me, and then I knew, that, in my world, there isn't a fairy god mother, my angel, fairies, elves, nor is there such a prince charming.

My belief, my imagination, my whole heart died that day.

i came to forget what the world's true color was

what was life for?

what did we live for?

My name is Hannah, as in Hannah Hadarly, i'm thirteen, just graduated from my middle school, so now i'm a high school student and i guess it's what you call my "Teenage years" or so my oh. so protective daddy says.

and the boy i was talking about, his name is Enzo Chonggo, he's in the same year as me, but he's 14 years old since his birthday is a month earlier than my birthday, and the bad news is that he's my classmate, the worst news? he's seated right next to me.

"ugh!" i exclaimed to my best friend seated right in front of me, Lila Murfh

"what the fudge is it now? we're in the middle of class!" said Lila."usually when we we're kids you used to daydream all the time in class, not listening to the teacher, though still, you have the highest grades"

"but we're teens now" i whispered to my friend, so that "SOMEONE" won't hear me "we don't need daydreams, we need to move on and faced reality" i continued whispering.

"you two there! at the back seat! shut the F*ck up!" shouted our science teacher, Ms. Jaqueline, even though she looked as if she's still young, she's actually an old hag who still doesn't have a boyfriend and wastes her money on priceless makeup.

"you should stop this! your grades are getting lower month by month because of what that stupid Enzo said to you!" continued my Best friend, whispering.

"you shouldn't let him control you, do you want to be a puppet like pinocchio?! well you should be lucky enough if the fairy would visit you, to help you gain a little common sense"

"i don't believe in Pinocchio nor in the fairy!!" i shouted in reply, embarrassing myself in front of the class.

I quickly seated myself, face red, leaning to my right, and with a sigh of relief i saw Enze sleeping on his desk, then i thought to myself "thankfully he didn't hear that, or else that would be more embarrassing than showing a baby picture of me, to the whole world"

i closed my eyes in exhaustion for a minute, and when i opened them, i just realized it was already time to go home, i jumped to my back when i saw the view in front of me.

It-It was . . . Enzo leaning on my desk while sleeping

and there were two things i just couldn't believe

that Enzo the stupid guy would come close for at least one inch of a distance

and that my only best friend Lila, would leave me alone at dusk.

I poked the sleeping boy on my desk to see a note that says, 

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dearest Hannah,

i'm sorry to leave you, i'm going on a date with my boyfriend, i told Enzo to keep a close eye on you , just tell me if he hurts you or tells you something bad that will cause you to have a break down. He'll keep guard till you get home, cause as everyone know how and why you're afraid of the dark, they'd willingly volunteer to get you home, even Enzo.

Love,

Lila

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I felt a chill down the spine, knowing that my dearest enemy, would send me home.

I glanced to my front, to see that horrid horrid monster! out of sight.

then suddenly, the lights went off, quickly i looked for my flashlight, suddenly something touched me, by my shoulder, there was a hand, a hand full of blood, i closed my eyes tightly, then i opened them again, to see the lights back on, and my supposed to be enemy, Enzo, by the light switch, breathing heavily.

"are you okay? hannah?" said the sweaty teen boy.

he came rushing to me, offering a hanky, he said, "come on don't cry"

he wasn't doing this as a sorry for what he did to me in the past, nor did he do it as a favor from Lila

he simply

cared for me?

"hey!" he exclaimed looking at my oh so embarrassing face that looked like a cat that had just got lost from it's owner

"come on, let's just go home!" he added.

"your best friend is gonna kill me if i don't get you home safe, well she probably would've killed me already for sleeping on guard" said the black haired male.

"haha" i giggled softly, noticing his gentle stare coming my way.

"what?"i asked the staring boy in front of me

"nothing, i just thought that you always ignored me starting from the time of our graduation"he answered.

and i thought, that he only noticed it now?! after one year? just now?! how dumb could he be. . .

"ugh. . . let's just go home. . ." i said with a pissed of face.

by the time i realized it i was already plump flat on my bed. i glanced outside my side windows to see Enzo's room right beside mine, oh fudge how could i forget, how he's always by my side at the right time, how he was the only person, other than Lila, to cheer me up at my times of need, yes, how could i forget, how i had a crush on him when we were back at fifth grade,

my gentle neighbor,

my handsome classmate,

my enemy,

my love.

The next few days, was quite awkward for us two, i started to ignore him more than i used to, remembering how i liked him before. and what's more than that, Lila hates him more than she used to, knowing i cried that night, and ignoring the fact that he slept on the job.

but then

then i knew

 that some thing

something once again sparked a light inside of me

it was the start of all