The experiment

The talk

"Ian, baby are you up here" He hollered while he walked up the stairs "Yea I'm in your room," I said getting in bed and covering up. He walked in and when he saw me he sighed "What's the wrong baby," He said sitting on the bed next to me and rubbing my back "I just don't really feel good and I don't know why," I said curling up in a ball "Do you want to cuddle?" He asked leaning his head down by mine I shock my head. I guess we both fell asleep because I woke up and I looked at the time and it was 3:30. "Baby, we got to get up," I said kissing carl softly all over the face "I'm up, I'm up," He said. We both got up and we both were bored out of our minds "So um what do you want to do?" I asked "I'm not sure, do you have any ideas?" He asked rubbing his eyes and looking at his phone. He still had his deep sleepy voice and it sounded so smoothing "Well what do you want for dinner?" I asked laying on his stomach and putting my head throw his arms. He put his phone down and wrapped his arms around me "It's only almost four" He said looking at me "Yea but I was thinking I could start making dinner at like 5" I said getting up "Oh so now your making dinner I didn't know you could cook" "Well I'm not the best but I can make some really good chicken wigs" I said messing up my hair "Umm well I don't think I have the stuff for that" He said fixing up his bed "Well do you want to go to the store with me if you want I can go to my house really quick and grab my money" I said putting on my jacket "Ok sure" He said walking out the door and heading downstairs. I walked behind him and he got his shoes and jacket on "Wait how are we going to get there?" He asked closing the door and walking to my house "I can ask my mom if I could use her car" I said walking to my house. He grabbed my hand as we were walking *I really don't want to let go but I don't want my mom to find out and not let me ever see him again*. I pulled my hand away and put them in my pocket, he looked at me with a confused look, and then he put his hands in his pocket. I opened the door. "Mom I'm home," I said closing the door behind us" "Why so early," She said walking out of the kitchen "Um I was wondering if I could use your car to go to the store really quick?" I asked walking to hug her. "I don't care as long as you be careful," She said handing me the keys. We got in the car and started driving down the road when carl asked, "How come you pulled your hand away when I tried to hold it walking up to your house?" "Um I haven't came out to my mom and she's very strict about stuff like that," I said turning the corner "Oh," he said with his voice getting soft and getting on his phone. We got to Walmart and it wasn't hard to find a parking place, carl still hasn't said anything and he still had that sad look on his face. We got out and we walked into the store I grabbed a cart. We got everything and we were back home. It was about 4:45 so I'm planning on starting dinner in about 15 minutes. "Hey babe, are you starting dinner yet?" He asked as I walked in the door from going to the bathroom. "Um, well I thought about starting it in 10 minutes," I said laying on the bed "Oh ok," he said. He got a weird look on his face like he had something he wanted to say but didn't know how "Why is everything, ok babe?" I asked looking at him "Um yea I just was thinking that we should um talk about somethings but it's nothing we can do it later" *Oh no was this about my mom was he going to break up with me because I haven't come out to my mom, did I do something wrong* "No it's ok we can talk we have 10 minutes and I can always start dinner later" I said sitting up "Ok" He said with a sigh sitting up. So now we were both crisscrossed and facing each other "So what did you want to talk about?" I asked fidgeting with my hands "well it's about after breakfast" He said looking down at the bed *Oh no was it something I did, was it not good enough, was it awkward* "Did I do something?" I asked "Oh no it's nothing you did or I did but something that almost happened" He said with his face kind of getting red "Ok" I said. "Well we almost did it and we both got pretty into it" "Yea we did," I said, "So I figured we needed to talk about when you want to do it and if you do and what we both think". I started to get red "Well I've never really thought about it," I said "ok so how about we both write six important questions you think we need to talk about, and then when we both get done we can talk about the questions and we will look stuff up to if we have to,"