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Monday:
Shelby,Will, and I got ready and went to mckendly. We all went strait to the glee club. I sat down as Will began to talk and Shelby stood beside him. "Okay so today's subject is... Drumroll please!" Everyone hits the legs and then stops. "It's emotions...pick a song that actually understands. how you feel."said will as he looked at me then looked at Finn, Santana, Brittany, and Quinn.
"Finn may I talk to you."
"Oh okay" said Finn as he walks to Mr. schues office.
"FINN WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO RACHEL"yelled Mr.Shue.
"Look Mr.Schue I didn---"
"I know you did that just to get the others to like you. You want Quinn back right. Anyways, Rachel stayed up all night crying and making herself throw up....and she even cut herself!! You know who was helping her threw all of this SHELBY!"
"I'm sorry"said Finn as he looked to at the ground.
"I'm not the one you should say sorry to, I'm not the one you kept awake for the whole night! THINK OF WHAT YOU'VE DONE FINN!" Yelled Mr.Schue as he walked out the room leaving Finn to think about what he had done. In a few minutes Finn came out and walked to Mr.Schue and asked if he could say something to me.
Mr.Schue nodded as Finn walked to me . "Rachel, Shelby, I'm truly sorry. I---"
I get up from my chair and walk out the room. Finn looks back at Mr.Schue and then runs after me.
"RACHEL WAIT" called Finn as he grabbed my arm and I tried to push him away.
"Do you expect me to forgive you.... I'm not going to, you left me alone stranded in a bar. I, I hate you Finn." I said as I walked away and broke into a song.
"Waves are breaking in a storm
Tornado sweep me off the floor
See only darker skies in sight
You wanna know what that's like
Like thousand needles in my heart
Whenever time sets us apart
And now my world is crashing down
Now that I can't have you around
Oh, why you wanna break away?
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory's fading
Oh, why you wanna break away?
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory fading
Running fast in hail and rain
Did someone tell me I'm insane?
Throw a reason out the door
Will make a difference no more
A thousand needles in my heart
Show me the painful from the start
You wasted love back in our day
The day before you walked away
Oh, why you wanna break away?
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory's fading
Oh, why you wanna break away?
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory fading
(a thousand needles in my heart)
(a thousand needles in my heart)
(a thousand needles in my heart)
Oh, why you wanna break away?
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory's fading
I can see you wanna break away
I'm bleeding
I can see you now in shades of grey
Our memory fading" I sang as I walked to the bathroom and started to cry. In a few minutes Shelby came in the bathroom finding me in a stall throwing up. "Rachel open up" said Shelby as she knocked on the door.
"No"I said while crying.
"RACHEL, STOP THAT! OPEN UP"yelled Shelby.
I opened the door and Shelby's eyes began to water and wide as she hugged me. "Rachel please stop doing this to yourself"
I pushed Shelby away and said " I can't, I just can't" tears began to flood my eyes as Shelby grabbed my hand and took me back to the glee club.
"Will I'm gonna take Rachel home" said Shelby as she grabbed her stuff.
"Wait why" said Will as he grabbed Shelby's hand.
"She just doesn't feel that well"said Shelby as she walked to me and bring me to the car.
In a few hours We were home and Shelby opened the door for me as I walked in the house. When Will got home.he walked to me and Shelby in my room kissed Shelby on the lips and kissed me on the forehead.
"How's it going?"he asked Shelby
"It's getting better" said Shelby as she looked at me and I smiled. Shelby started to play with my hair as I began to go to sleep. In a few hours my phone woke me up."i got a message?"I looked at the message and it said " Rachel, I'm sorry I left you, you see I was drunk too, who knows what I was doing. Please give me a second chance." -Finn
I thought for a second and then texted him back' okay I'll give you a second chance..." I turned my phone off and went back to sleep.
----Next day----
I got up from my bed and got ready. I saw Shelby and will making breakfast as I walked down the stairs.
"Good morning mom and Will. I have to ask you a question. Okay so I want to be on Broadway and all that and since school is almost over I was wondering if I can audition for a collage... You know for the one I always wanted to go to"
Shelby looks at me and says " yea of course, when though"
"Today, after school"
Shelby sighs and says " I won't be able to come but I sure do hope you get in babe"
----when school was over----
I went in a taxi and drove to the audition.
And walked to my dressing room.
***audition***
I said the wrong lyrics for don't rain on my parade 2 times.
I couldn't get another chance.
I...I can't believe I failed.
Tears started rolling down my face as Finn, Kurt, and exc. watched me from their seats.
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