I love him so

Chapter 1 : Sad times

Prince p.o.v

Hi my mane is Jacob Emmanuelle Anthony Perez, I would describe myself as a person that keeps to himself, only because I lost the most important people in my life. My mom and dad, the reason I say that is because they were. Me and my mom were more then just mother and son we were best friends, I could come to her with any and everything that was on my mind. Like the first time I told her I was attracted to the same sex (oh yea I'm transgender by the way) when I said that she told me she already knew. I was a bit confused at first but then I shrugged it of because we have the type of relationship.

It was also vice versa she could come to me with anything that was on her mind, even though she would tell me that I was to young to understand I still wanted to be there for her. Now with my dad was a whole different story, he was the type of man that would work his fingers to the bone (not literally) but you get what I'm saying. I remember when I was five and he was at work and he accidentally cut off his thumb, he picked it up went to the hospital got it sowed back on and then went straight back to work. I have so much respect for that man its unbelievable and I still love him till this day even though he was taken from me (looks down and wipes tears).

Both of my parents were taken away from me by a drunk driver on their anniversary. I remember it like it was yesterday..........

* FLASH BACK...... *

Jacob (nine years old)

We had just arrived and my nana's house because they were dropping me off their to go on their date. My mom was wearing a long fitted red dress from Versace that shows all of her curves. She also wore these gold and ruby red diamond earrings with the two necklaces to match and the gold red bottom stilettos. She almost look like Rihanna with her hair dyed a bright red, *giggles* I guess you could say was gorgeous. She was about (5'5, 5'4)long honey brown hair (original color) light skin hazel eye's full pink lips and curves to die for, to my she was the sexiest women on the planet.

My dad was the type of man that didn't really spend a lot of money on himself but he looked good in whatever her wore. He had on a all white suit with a red button up shirt white bow tie and red handkerchief sticking out the left chest pocket from Men's Warehouse that I pick out two days ago. He also wore these gold square diamond earrings with his gold Rolex that I also pick out and Versace red shoes form men that I made him bye. He was about (6'5,6'6) caramel complexion black curly hair full pink lips and he was built, you could see his muscles through the shirt he wore without him flexing. My mom knew she had herself a real sexy beast *giggles* (wink, wink).

But anyways I hopped out the car because its been a whole month since the last I saw her. I knocked on the door and waited for her to open it, not a second my na'na later appeared in the door way.

me; Nana!!!!! (hugs her)

nana; princess!!! (Hugs back) I've missed you so much

( they call me princess)

me; I've missed you to nana and guess what???

nana; what????

me; I help daddy wi-(gco)

Daddy picks me up and spends around making me giggle....

me; daddy put me down (still giggling)

Andre (Jacob's dad); (puts him and looks sad) oh ok I jus wanted a kiss..... but .... its cool ( looks down and walks away)

me; (looks sad and runs to him) noooo daddy waite.... (tears up) I didn't mean it ( hugs his leg) im s sorry.... daddy???

Andre; (fake crying)....

me; (looks up) noooo daddy don't cry I'm sorry I'll give one...see...

Andre; (bends down and picks him up) ok (with a smirk) right here (points to his cheek)

me; (kisses his cheek) se-(gco)

Andre; (kisses all over Jacob's face) I love you princess

me; (giggles) I love you to daddy...where's mommy?

Malaysia (Jacob's mom); I'm right here baby girl (walks up and kisses his forehead)

me; you look pretty mommy

Andre; (mumbles) more like sexy

Malaysia; (looks at Andre) did you say something baby?

Andre; (licks lips) I said you look gorgeous

Malaysia; (looks down and blushes) thank you

Andre; well come on baby so we can get this knight started

Malaysia; ok.... bye mommy's princess (kisses Jacob on the forehead one more time) be good for

me; ok bye mommy, bye daddy love you

Malaysia&Andre; love you too (kisses each side of his cheek)...

*Click*

nana; (holding camera) hold it lets get another one

Malaysia, Jacob & Andre; (smiles)

*click*

nana; got it.... you kids go have fun.... and Andre remember what I told you

Andre; (looks embarrassed) bye mom love you ( kisses her cheek) come on baby lets go

Malaysia; ok....... bye mamma Perez, love you (kisses her cheek) see you in the morning.....

Malaysia & Andre; (walks out)......................

* FLASH BACK OVER *

............. (wipes the last fall tear) ...... that was the last time I had heard from, after two of asking my nana where they were she finally told me that they went to a better place. I strated to cry because I thought they left to get away from me... or that I had did something wrong for them to want to go away. Then she told me that they had died and that one day I would understand what that meant, I was so depressed that I would set in my room and cry all day till I got tired. My nana tried everyday to get me out of the shell the I put myself in to block out people so that I wouldn't get hurt anymore. I still dream about them being here with me *sniffles*, I dream about them coming to get me the next day and got to and have a familly day just us like it use to be.

Sometimes I find myself still looking up at the sky just smiling with tears running down my face. When I do I feel big arm's wrap around my waist and whispering in my ear telling me not to give up and keep going. I know its my daddy because when the whispering stops he would say ( I love you Princeton) he was the only one that called me that we made it up together...........

?????; well I think that's enough for today Jacob it seems we've run out of time

me; sits up oh ok well I have to go get ready anyway, until next time Mrs????

?????; until next time Jaco, tell your grandmother I said hi

me; well do

And with being said I was out the door................

Ok there you guys go the first chapter, I hope you guys liked it.

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