Playlist Live // Cameron Dallas

Chapter 18

Georgia made Shawn, Matt and Cam go to the wall-mart to get her some ice cream and me and Lucy more Capri suns as we finished ours.

I decide to tweet

'What have I done'  

Within seconds my notifications blow up, I decide to follow a few fans and reply to a few

"@adfghjade_: jade cheer up, it might never happen"

i hope not:// @asdfghjade_

"@cupcakexespinosa: have you and matt argued?"

no babe, don't worry, we're going strong

Georgia, Charlie and Nash were sat on the bed talking about Shawn, Lucy was sat next to me on the floor as I heard my name being spoke

"I made Matt, Cam and Shawn go to get me ice cream and you 2 Capri suns each Jade, Lucy.." Georgia speaks as we both look up off our phones

"Yes Georgia, you know us too well" I force a smile jumping on her making Nash's arms pull away from her. Suddenly we hear the front door open and Matt, Cam and Shawn enter, Georgia jumps straight into Shawn's arms as they kiss.

"Get it Shawn!" Matt laughs walking over to me, he comes over to kiss me but I push him away. He laughs but then realises I don't have a smile on my face. I had too many thoughts running through my head, I didn't need him all over me at the moment, it would be too much for me.

"Have I done something wrong?" Matt asks, his smile fading, I felt bad that he thought it was his fault.

"No, nothing, I'm just not in the mood" I sigh standing up

"You cant just not be in the 'mood' for our relationship Jade, it doesn't work like that" Matt speaks raising his voice

"I said I'm not in the fucking mood Matt" I shout pushing him out the way, I hear Charlie calling me but I run off into the bathroom. I hear a knock on the door

"Go away" I shout wiping the tears from my eyes which had just started forming

"Jade, it's me" I hear Charlie speak quietly but just loud enough for me to hear, I give in and let him in as I open the bathroom door, he enters before closing it again.

"I've fucked up Charlie" I cry sitting on the edge of the bath, he comes and sits next to me pulling me into a hug.

"Why what's happened?" He asks

"I think, I might be pregnant" I cry, the thought made me burst into tears, I wasn't ready to have a baby, why was I so fucking stupid to not use protection that night

"What do you mean? Did you not use protection?" He asks his eyes widening

"No, we were just too caught up in the moment, I guess we both forgot, I mean it'd been 5 months since we saw each other, and we were waiting about a week to come to this house to actually do anything" I sigh finally stopping my tears

"Okay, lets get you an early pregnancy test yeah? It might not be accurate but at least we know, and we'll take another one next week okay?" He smiles as we both stand up and head out the bathroom, as soon as I exit Matt turns to face me, I try to avoid eye contact as much as possible, I couldn't even confess to him until this had been sorted.

"I'm taking Jade for a walk, we'll be back soon" Charlie smiles as I put on my vans and we both head out.

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"You ready?" Charlie asks as we stood outside the bathroom door

"No" I sigh, Charlie pushes me gently into the bathroom as I lock it behind me

"You okay in there?" He asks from outside the bathroom door, I don't reply I just simply pull the test out the box and do as it says.

Five minutes pass and it was time to see the results..

"Well?" Charlie asks through the door

"I'm not pregnant" I breathe sigh of relief as I throw the test in the bin along with the packaging, I flush the toilet and wash my hands before exiting the bathroom, a wide grin spread across both of our faces

"Congrats babe" He laughs hugging me

"I feel so much better" I smile, we both head downstairs into the living room where everyone was sat, there were more people here unexpectedly

"You've been up there for 15 minutes" Taylor laughs as Charlie goes and sits next to him, I awkwardly make my way over to Matt hoping he's forgave me

"You feeling better?" He asks entwining our fingers

"Yeah, thank you. I'm sorry" I smile kissing him gently on the lips, it was that long passionate kiss again, where our lips were froze and it felt like it was just us two in the room, our lips part and an instant smile glowed on both our faces.