The Dangerous Alpha's Little Mate

Daily Life

Alexander's POV

Only two days are left until my birthday, these five days were like hell to me. Students bullied me in school and my father had beaten me for disobedience, can you blame me, he was telling me not to make noise when he was beating me. How am I supposed to keep my mouth shut when he was beating me like there was no tomorrow? He was kicking my stomach and ribs, there were bruises all over my body from the previous beating session. He kicked me until he was exhausted and then he left my room while I was groaning and crying from pain. My father always puts on music when he starts beating but we werewolves have a great sense of hearing and smell that's why he was telling me to shut my mouth. I tried to get up but the pain was unbearable and I stopped trying and lay there like a dead fish.
                     After groaning for some time I got up and lay on my bed and slept all night, no one came to call me for dinner they probably knew about my condition. When I woke up at 6 am I felt somewhat better than yesterday, my body was still healing but it was not as fast as an alpha. But I couldn't ask for more from the moon goddess, I think I deserve whatever is coming towards me. Well, now I have to get ready for school. So I brushed my teeth and did my morning routine. And then stepped out of the bathroom then I brushed my hair and wore my wrinkled school uniform and ate scrambled eggs and bacon for breakfast. Then I left for school, and everyone in my family was sleeping at that time, I guess they got drunk last night and stayed up very late.
        I arrived at school in 20 minutes cause I have to walk to school every day earlier to reach on time. Once I got to the school gate I tried to avoid everyone. I walked through the corridor and stayed as far away as possible from my bullies. I ran to my first class which was English and I was glad cause I was good at it and the teacher was also very kind to me. After English, my next class was Werewolf History and I loved this subject very much. It was worth learning and like this, I rushed through the rest of my classes, the moment the bell rang I ran toward the exit of the school. I slowed down on my way as I was thinking about my day at school, I got a few punches here and there at lunchtime, except that it was quite good I wonder how I got lucky today. Now I was walking at a slow pace toward my house I was not in a hurry to get there no one is waiting for me they don't even want me there.  I often think about how to stop this daily torture I was going through. Life is miserable and I can't even move out of my house, I am still in school no one would hire me at any store in town cause I am not 18 yet. I have to wait until I complete my school. Only then I can escape from this hell.
              I can move out of my house but not from my pack, I don't want to become a rouge. I love my pack it's not like they love me but they don't hate me either. And the alpha of our pack is also very caring I heard he has a bad temper but I don't care all I care about is that he's willing to risk his life for his pack. He's the most dangerous alpha in America although I didn't see him in human form I have heard about his handsome features and if I'm being honest I am curious about him. It's funny isn't it, I am a member of this pack and still didn't even know what the alpha looks like. But it's not my fault my family never brought me to any pack meeting, the reason was I was useless and the alpha might get offended after seeing a weirdo like me. But I wanted to know what he looks like, I guess you guys could tell now that I am gay. Well, I can't change this fact about me, but my parents don't know about this secret of mine. I didn't tell them because I know that after knowing this they will treat me cruelly and torture me to death. They don't care about other gay people but they would hate it if it's me. So I intend to keep it a secret from them. I know I am attracted to boys but there was no one I like. But I know the main reason, I am waiting for my mate, and maybe he would reject me but still, I want to give my love to him. I wanna know what he looks like. I know I am a weirdo even my appearance is unpleasant.
                      I will pray to the moon goddess that my mate has good qualities and most importantly has great character. And he would not reject me, I don't think I would be able to handle that.
  Rejection is not just a simple term of getting rejected for us werewolves, it's like losing your other half and dying from the loss. A mate is a gift of a moon goddess to us, we don't have to try to match our characters. Mates are compatible with each other in every way. They are like a missing piece of puzzle for their respective other half, they complete each other. They are bound together for the rest of their lives, that's why rejection affects us to the core. It starts with heartache and body pain and gradually the pain increases by hundreds of folds, it becomes unbearable even an alpha can't endure this pain.
           And here I am a lowly omega, how am I supposed to handle this pain, I would die for sure. Please moon goddess help me I don't wanna get rejected..