Satisfy with Envy

Only The Lonley

Dear diary,

I wonder if there's someone out there who loves me and everything about me like, my smile, my laugh, my attitude, the way I talk, the way I dress, the way I joke just seeing me makes that person happy,you know just makes there day.that would feel good,to have someone love you truley in every single way.that would be very nice.

I WONDER??

Rylan closes her diary and grabs her bag for school. "Hey daisy" I yell as I close the front door behind me "hey rylan ,did you bring your books" daisy is always making sure im prepared for our last year in high school "of course I did"I say as I roll my eyes.daisy is my bestfriend we have known each other for about a year and a half ,we meet through a mutual friend and ever since then we've been close, I get in the passenger side and put on my seat belt as I look around the car for a phone charger I lost" daisy have you seen my phone charger??I can't find it anywhere and I thought I left in your car" "nope its not in here,maybe you left it in kaybrin's car" she sed with an annoyed look on her face ,daisy dosent like my other bestfriend kaybrin ever since freshman year, daisy was goin for prom queen when the boy she had been madly in love with since middle school asked her to prom,she bought a beautiful black dress with with white diamonds and a pair of diamond shoes to match but on the day of prom instead of taking daisy the jerk took kaybrin instead because she was " more mature" he says yeah right more mature with her mouth" do u want something??" Daisy ask as we pull uhp to mochelly's they have the best iced mocha's in town "uh yeaah one Carmel iced mocha please" I say with a big cheesy smile. I make my way to daisy's car after school when I see the soda machine so I reach in my bag to get a dollar that im pretty sure I stole from daisy I smile at the thought of it I turn around with my soda to a tall boy stading in front of me I would have been rude if he wasn't so cute he had dark brown eyes and dark smooth skin he was breath taking but I couldn't let him know I thought so "im sorry" I say to the handsome guy "no im sorry I was standing way to close" he says with a slight smile I try to walk away and end the conversation but he stops me and says "here's my number call me when your ready to go on a date with me" shocked at his boldness I snatch the little blue piece of paper he held in his hand and walked away surprised and happy.

I walked to the school parking lot and waited at Daisy's car she wasn't there like always she was never on time for any thing the second bell rang and the parking lot filled with people "looking for me " I turn around and see daisy smiling "of course I was " we both get in the car and buckle up "So we're going to Roberts party tonight right?" Asked daisy "yes I heard it was going to be the best party of senior year"I sed yes to the party but a part of me wanted to stay home and watch movies " do you have a cute outfit?" Dasiy says "I think I have a skirt but I wanna grab a cute top from the mall "