Insufferable (Tom Kaulitz)

A changed person

I slammed the bathroom door behind me and balanced my hands on the countertop. My hair was knotted and straggled but I noticed my skin had a unfamiliar glow to it. I sighed and washed my face off with cold water.

I heard footsteps in the distance as I patted my skin dry followed by the opening and closing of the bedroom door. I left the bathroom to see the entire room was now empty. I crept my way to the door and went to open it. Locked.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now?" I felt dirty and used.

"What the fuck was I thinking" I groaned. My legs wobbled as I walked back to the bed and sat down, my hands gliding over the silky sheets as I pondered the previous events.

My thoughts fought against each other with each stroke my fingers made against the fabric.

How could I have slept with a fucking psycho kidnapper ??? Because he's hot. Not a good enough excuse I just let him have what he wanted. But it was a good fuck. But it's the principal of letting him win. Use it to your advantage. How?....

I could feel my eyes light up a bit. How can I use this to my advantage ? There had to be a clever plan in there somewhere. I laid down in the bed and stared at the ceiling. The chess game beginning again.

I'll slowly make him fall inlove with me and trust me then I can escape. But it'll take a while, a long while. I'll make him take me on a date, I'll leave to the bathroom and escape.. that didn't work last time though where would I go? I have to find a way to kill him.. smothering won't do.. or will it.

"Ugh" I smashed the palms of my hands to my forehead and rubbed hard. I was fighting a part of me that was enjoying the moment, trying to find the pleasure in my circumstances but reality told me how pathetic I was to even enjoy the slightest amount of this.

I couldn't deny the breathtaking beauty of Tom, he was undeniably the hottest male I've ever seen in my life, it's a shame this is how it had to play out.

I decided I had to gain his trust, get him to think I was inlove with him and wanted to stay.. maybe become obsessive with him, annoy him and be so clingy he just ditches me in the city somewhere... or he shoots me and leaves my remains for his mangy dogs to enjoy.

All I knew is that right now I couldn't do anything. Endure the moment. Fall asleep.

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GWENS POV

I made my way down the long hallway making my way back to bills room. I heard a jiggle of a doorknob to the door ahead and out walked Tom. His tall, buffed stature glaring at me as I passed. I always kept my eyes down when near him.

"You" his voice boomed throughout the hall

I stopped dead in my tracks and slowly turned to him still keeping my eyes down.

"Come here" he wiggled his finger towards me

I took a couple steps towards him, I felt his hand grip the back of my head as he dragged me into him forcing my head up to look him dead in the eyes. His cold gaze burning into me.

"You make sure your little friend here doesn't do anything stupid and stop with the shitty friend act, if anything happens where I lose her I'm holding you responsible" he sneered as he threw my head back.

He tossed me the bedroom key and walked off towards the main room. I stood there somewhat shaking and catching my breath.

It was true. I had treated Tully horribly, but I knew if I showed her kindness she'd fade. She'd accept this fate. I had dragged her into this mess and the guilt ate at me everyday. I wasn't stupid, I knew what I was getting myself into but I didn't know Tom would be so invested in her.