what's out there ( a poetry story )

our phone calls

nights like this,
i miss hearing your voice

i miss you more then life

your memory aches,
our phone calls were my favourite

i wish i had more time,
maybe i should of said more

maybe i should of took the time to see you

anything

you can't be next to me,
so your appearance in my dreams is what brings me comfort

we would talk all night

especially about the future,
our future

we would talk about how you wanted to name your kid ariel and i would make fun of you for that

behind the screen,
i sure felt the love

and guess what,

the love is still alive today

i don't know if i'll ever find anyone like you,
the first boy i've ever felt love for

i just want you to know,
you're my other half

a piece of me was taken,
i don't think i'll ever be the same

ever again

but you did build me

i'm strong because of you

you crossed a path i cannot follow

but if not in this life,
then another

i always thought i had tomorrow,
but i didn't