A New Life. The book, that i have been working on. The book which may show you a hope to live your life back. The hope that can show you that your life still has a huge opportunity to make it better even though it's need to be started from scratch. A hope that if you acquire it properly, it may bring your life to a state that you have never been on, I also didnt wanted to write about my life with some ancient grammatical words to make it beautiful. It doesn't need a fake-makeup to make it look better from outside. Hope you gonna enjoy this book. Thank you. Have fun.
Chapter-1
Life always been hard. When it comes to living out a relationship, my educational life and living inside a family where you the only child. The only hope of the family. Its just as hard as trying to breakthrough a wall only with your hands.
Sometimes it makes me feel the warmth inside my family, Sometimes its just makes me feel the sadness, pain and sour incidents which had always been around my life. Even though with them, I try to motivate myself, try to figure out everyday how to fix my life and how to take it in a different way. But at the end of the day, when I try to sleep on my bed and stare at the roof and walls inside my room, it reminds me of the day I have been through, the hurtful and also the lovely memories i have been through in my past. Sometimes I cry out loud in my bed. Sometimes i laugh and smile out loud. It can be seem a bit strange but... That's what i feel. My emotions.
I have been through couple of relationship in my past years. Some of them lasts longer than i expected, Some of them just were there as a disaster to break my heart and let it be for weeks or months. But one thing i learned from them is that... I always provide everything that i have, to make them happy. Love, Care, Time, Money. But, at the end of the day, its always been me who gets the heart been broken. i had never knew why I can't be able to give them the thing they get from the one for whom they leave me for.
After those incidents, My heart was pretty much broken. I cant be able to talk with anyone properly. Skipped lots of my classes and i cant be able to focus on my studies and life. Even though it was been hard for me. I kept asking myself one question... "What's next to come?".
I took a break from my life for 2 months. Didn't felt much different for the first month, Just locked inside my room. Nothing to do. Whenever I get bored, I read some books or novels, play some games and sleep while listening to the beautiful songs from my playlist that warms my heart. Its always been good to have some time with ourselves, But till when? Someday in your life it always gonna make you feel like wish "Someone" was there to hold you and say "Everything will be all right". But not everyone is lucky to have one so easily right?
Whenever we feel sad and heartbroken, We cry out loud or just silence ourselves up.Whenever we feel happy and lively, we smile and laugh out loud.Its always been our nature. Always will.
But if we think for a minute. We give people so much of our time, so much of our attention and love. But... At the end of the day, do they do the same back to us? I know it may feel some kind of selfishness but think for a minute what's wrong? and... Whats right?.
End Of Chapter 1
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A New Life
SpiritualA New Life. The book, that i have been working on. The book which may show you a hope to live your life back. The hope that can show you that your life still has a huge opportunity to make it better even though it's need to be started from scratch...
