You're Love, My Pain

Chapter Ten

*Jet’s Point Of View*

I don’t really know if he’ll change. Tim told me that Sky coming into his wolf wasn’t a pleasurable one, or one of his free will. My only guess would be a Rouge caught him, and made him into a pretty little mate.

I don’t see why anyone would do so. He isn’t a very good Sub.

                He argues back, he’s stubborn, nosy, and a pain in my ass so what brain dead wolf would want him as a mate? I mean he looks pretty for a human, but his hair is brown, and his eyes are green. Signs that he wouldn’t really be a dream Sub. 

I must know what his wolf looks like. If I just see what he looks like I can understand why.

                I sat there calmly in the water, trying really hard not to force him. Over the past week I’ve learned a few things about my pain in the ass. He doesn’t like it when I use my Alpha voice, and he doesn’t like being told what to do. So if I want anything I have to remember that.

I used my Alpha voice on him Tuesday and I didn’t get fed until Thursday…asshole. I should have just eaten him or better yet that nasty human who lives with him.

                “Okay Jet, I’ll show you my wolf.”

I looked up from the water and I couldn’t help the smile that passed my lips. Finally I get something I want.

                “Turn around, I’m not ripping these swim trunks. I’ll let you know when you can turn around to see.”

I swiftly rotated my body in the water, feeling the sand glide in between my fingers as I do so.

                I heard a pained cry from behind me and I knew it was Sky shifting. Maybe if the dip shit would have changed he wouldn’t feel the pain he’s in now. Are all human Sub’s this untrained?

When I heard the cries stop I waited to see if I could hear him move. I noticed his breathing was a little heavy and short on intake. I was about to stand up out of the water when I heard a little grunt. I guess that was the sign of its okay to turn around?

                I quickly turned around to see what has held my curiosity for a week. Before me was a pained beautiful sub. Sky’s pure white fur was mattered and a little dirty, but that’s not what caught my eye, on his chest, the tip of his tail, knees, and the tip of his ears was this bright beautiful baby blue running in between his fur. It was like the blue in a flame. It was breath taking.

I looked into his face to see a worried expression. His baby blue eyes kept dancing around the forest floor, as if he was waiting for someone to jump out, and get him.

                “What are you worried about?”

His eyes landed on me. He looked at me for awhile before he laid himself on the ground, just watching.

                “Why are you starring at me? I told you I wasn’t going to hurt you and I’m not.”

Again Sky just looked at me, then around his surroundings. I wonder what really happened to this beautiful sub. Why is his human form totally different from his wolf? He was really dirty, why doesn’t he clean his wolf like most subs?

                “Sky…come.” I told him strictly, causing him to whimper, but he obeyed, and got into the water to me.

Once he was in distance of my hand, I reached out and grabbed him by his loose skin around his neck, Sky let out a loud whimper, and growl, but allowed me to take him into my arms.

                Even though his fur was dirty and matted, it still felt kind of soft to the touch, which surprised me.

I scoped up some water in my hand and started running it along Sky’s body to get rid of some of the dirt. Even though I didn’t have and soaps or shampoo I was still determined to clean him.

                “Sky…why do you look different from your wolf?”

It took awhile but Sky finally answered me. “I dye my hair so that way the dominate wolfs I come in contact with think I’m almost a dominate wolf that way they will leave me alone.”

                “Why are your eyes different some days?”

“I put in contacts. I’ve learned that dominate wolfs hate the eye color brown, and dark green. If they knew my real eye color was silver they would come after me.”

                “How do you know that?”

“My last…mate…told me so.”

                “What happened to him?”

“As far as I know he died in a fire, he couldn’t get out of his cave quick enough.”

                We fell into a comfortable silence as I finished untangling his hair, and trying my best to make it appear clean. I pondered the information Sky gave me, and I couldn’t help but wonder how bad his last mate was for him to try and hide who he is. He knew he was no longer a human and yet he tried his hardest to be one of them again.

Why?

                There is nothing special about humans. They are weak; liars, cheats, and they smell. They are worse than wolfs. At least with wolfs we have a since of pride, honor, and a code we go by. Humans have nothing.

“Jet…why are you cleaning me?”

                “You need it…badly. Sky you cannot let your wolf get this bad. If you don’t release it from time to time you will suffer great depression. Your wolf is a part of you. You must take care of him, love him, give him attention, and happiness. Your wolf makes you who you are. Stop playing human Sky.”

“Well I don’t know how to play wolf Jet.” The way he said my name was filled with venom, I could tell I hit a nerve with my little pain in the ass.

                “Then I’ll teach you…problem solved.”

“How will you “teach” me to be a wolf?”

“That’s for me to know and you to learn. Now get out of the water and put your swim trunks back on, your clean..ish. Let’s head back to the house, it’s getting late.

                I was pretty shocked when Sky got off of my lap, went to shore, changed, put on his swim trunks, and packed everything up.

Sky looked at me when he finished, looking a little impatient. “Well are you going to seat there all day or are we going to head back to the house like you suggested?”

                “Oh right…the house.”

I can’t believe he actually listened to me. I never thought he would listen to an Alpha.

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Hey guys sorry this chapter is so short. I was able to write this while babysitting, and lucky for me the kids were asleep. Hopefully I will be able to upload during Spring Break <3