The Experience

Feelings and Desire

Things have been really shity these past few days in the mansion. I was walking down the hallway, on my way out for some killing, when I passed BEN's room. He had his video game music up extra loud today. I stopped and thought

about all the times I wanted to tell him how I feel-but didn't because I was worried about how his impression of me would change.

I shook my head and banged on the door. "Turn it the fuck down BEN, before I beat your ass like I did last time." I tried to sound normal but my voice wavered. S I turned to leave, I heard what sounded like a large, struggled intake

of breath. "BEN? Are you okay?" That breath again. "Go a-away." He stuttered loud enough for me to hear over the sound system.

I turned the knob on the door, but it wouldn't budge. "BEN open the door!" I got no answer. I took out my knife and picked the lock. BEN's room was trashed, including himself, who was crumbled up in a corner sobbing his eyes

out. "BEN what the hell is goin' on?!!" His blonde head snapped up and spotted me. "I s-aid l-l-leave me a-alone!" He shouted.

I tried to reach out and touch him, but he smacked my hand away. But he also shocked me in the process. I growled. And grabbed him by the shoulders. He scowled at me but that quickly changed when I shook him and slapped the shit

out of him. Thankfuly, he stopped crying. It hurt me to see him cry. "Dude! What the hell was that for?!" The face he was making-it was full of hate. I couldn't

stop myself from it. I felt tears streaming down my cheeks as I gathered whatever couage I had left, and I kissed him, right then.

His eyes widened and stayed like that as I pulled away. "What the fuck?!" He

had a look of duiscust on his attractive features. "I knew it." I whispered as I ran out. But what I didn't notice was the extra tears and deep blush that littered his face as I left.

BEN

What the fuck just happened. I was childishly crying my eyes out because I wanted to tell Jeff how I felt about him. But sure enough, I'm pretty sure he doesn't share the feeling. He busted the lock on my door and came in. So

everything went off from there until he grabbed my shoulders, shook me really hard, then slapped the shit out of me. "What the fuck was that for?!" I said, trying to look as mean as possible. But I regreted that decision when Jeff

started crying. Crying. And then the next thing I knew, our lips were connected.

"What the fuck?!" Were the only things that could find their way out of my mouth. "I knew it," he whispered. I'v never seen Jeff in this state-let alone I'v never even seen hiim cry. He ran out and left me standing there, like a dumbass.

I maned up and made the decision to go after him. I ren out the door and bumped into Slendy. "Have tou seen Jeff?" I asked hurridly. "Why yes child I just saw him heading for the woods a while ago why do you ask?" "Thanks Slendy."