story of my life

Part 1

I like you, and I will always like you. That's was my thought whenever I am with you. I thought we could be something more, we could completing each other.

When I asked you. "Babe, how do you feel abt me?" And he said "of course I like you, although the feelings are just not that big". When you reply me, i started to have an expectation and a hope. but i did realized, you just not like me enough. You like me when things are convenience. You like me when we only had a good times. You like me when you think you could provide me. But when things getting tougher, you did view me as a burden.
And i will never be your support system like I am viewing yours. We had difference perspective but we didn't try hard enough to view it as a uniqueness. At that time, we should discuss things, but we kept delaying it.

I did hurt. I am hurting a lot. When you thought we could never go far. You giving up on my hope, you giving up on me. Its hard to accept, because i did fantasize abt our future together. I did hoping that in my future there will be you standing beside me, holding my hands, makin promises to love and cherish each other. To build a family, to have a big big family and grow old.

But God have a better plan for both of us.