I have been waiting for you (hyunlix)

The beach house & old memories

Felix Pov**

No please no ,He can't collapse now,not in front of everyone here , he thought he was getting better...

Felix was feeling lightheaded again and weak,it's getting worse by the second and he was having this sensation of spinning. His vision started narrowing and he had this uneasy feeling in his stomach that he was going to vomit,

"Hyunjin ..." he managed to gather his feeble remains of strength to whisper to the older "I feel dizzy,I'm going to faint ,Please call Chan hyung ,please, "

Hyunjin was confused and very worried. He can tell by his trembling hands , Felix was so embarrassed when the older carried him in his arms to his tent. Hyunjin secured him down and run away to Chan.

Chan rushed to Felix 's side taking him in his arms.
"Felix , how do you feel, did you got your medicine ? "
He noded since he couldn't bring myself to utter a word .

"You need your home comfort. I must take you home," He took the blonde 's keys and them froze "shit professor Yang would  kill me for leaving the camp since i promised to stick around to help"

He turned to Hyunjin giving him the keys,

"Here's the key to his car, a white Jeep,take him home Hyunjin. I can't leave the camp and go, please.
The camp is about to end anyway. Tomorrow ,we are all going back. Follow the GPS in his car it will guide you to his appartement's location,okay?"

Hyunjin nodded "What's wrong with him, " He seemed really concerned and felix 's heart sank in his stomach thinking that he was dragging him into his shit.
"Its a .. " Chan glanced at felix and back to Hyunjin "it's nothing serious he has a severe anemia. He tends to loose consciousness sometimes if he is way tired and stressed."
"Don't worry okay? Just take him home he is gonna be fine."

Hyunjin pov**

They took Felix to his Jeep. He layed in the back seat while Hyunjin checked his appartement 's location. It was far in Seoul a four hour drive and they were in the middle of nowhere. He was worried that his condition would get worse. So he decided to take him to his family 's summer house on Haeundae Beach near this aria, where he always kept a spare key.

Every body has a gateway destination that brings them happiness, peace, where for a few weeks the time slows down and they live out every full moment and for Hyunjin that had been the beach house in Busan. This beach house had brought him many great memories with his family to get away from the city and actually enjoy nature at its best. It was his home away from home.

They didn't visit this house years ago, they used to spend holidays together here as a family, and their friends would also visit. But now the house was empty ,lifeless it was a good thing that the maid always took a good care of the house in their absence and kept it in a good state.

Memories flooded from when he was a carefree kid, summer was his favourite season of the year, it's the time when he used to meet his best friend and spend the summer vacation all together swimming and fishing.
Well he is not his best friend anymore, he just faded into a memory.

Nothing stayed the same, it all got crushed, it all got broken, all he has left was this bitter taste of betrayal.

Hyunjin took the sleeping angel inside the house. He put him carefully on the bed in his old bedroom. He seemed really pale,nevertheless he looked really gorgeous and it enhanced his features even more. He was staring with a smile on his face watching Felix glimmer in all his glory, he was groaning in his sleep, the raven was admiring his already beautiful freckles that glowed under the moonlight.

I didn't know how much time he spent staring at the boy beside him, until tiredness took the better of him and he slipped away to dreamland.

Felix pov **

I woke up to a piercing sound of waves crashing on the shore , it brought me back from the dead of sleep. I started to wriggle and stretch within the cosy bed. I turned around meeting a beautiful face.  No way I'm sleeping in the same bed with Hyunjin ! I freaked out . I put my hand on my mouth to prevent me from screaming and waking the older, Where am i , this is not my bed,  and this is definitely not my appartement.

Why does this keep happening to me,

I took another glance to the sleeping raven head he looked too surreal and i just couldn't help myself from admiring him,i grazed at every part of  Hyunjin's face  before i settled them on his plump lips remembering our kiss in the forest. This was too dangerous for my sanity. I needed to get out of here.

The room has a big balcony with beautiful view of the beach so I decided to wake up and explore the place, it was a beautiful house decorated with fancy furniture.
Beautiful portraits of old couples and paintings of different type of flowers displayed on the wall.
Did Hyunjin paint these? They were bold and very expressive but warm and beautifully done using both vivid and dark muted colours. A Work of art.

I went out of the house,The smell of the sea and the burn of the sun on my skin felt so nice, it helped me melt away my worries for the brief moment that i was here.
After an hour of exploring the place i came back to the house , Hyunjin was still sleeping peacefully he must have been so tired , should i wake him, or should i head to Seoul by myself , since i felt much better now and i already found my car keys on the kitchen counter.

I decided not to wake the sleepy ravenette and go back alone.
I took a paper and pen from his desk and wrote him a note telling him that i have headed home and that I was fine now and of course thanking him for his help.

While i was slowly placing the note beside him on the bed suddenly he gripped my wrist.

I was startled and hardly kept myself from screaming. "Hey" he yawned
"H-Hey"
He eyed the note on his bed "What are you doing?"
"I was ... "
"Running away without a proper goodbye."
It wasn't a question, but a statement.
I signed, there was no reason for hiding the truth. "Yeah i was running as usual"
"Stay for breakfast at least and then we will go, you are sick you must eat. "
"But i ... "
"Let me just have a quick shower and then follow me to the kitchen. i won't bite"

"I-i'm fine I'm not hungry, Hyunjin look, i don't wanna involve you in my shit ,you already have enough on your plate , you have done enough and I'm really thankful "

Hyunjin stayed quiet for some time just breathing heavily, after what it felt like hours he signed.

" okay, i came here on your car so i can't go back to Seoul on my own, so unfortunately for both of us i need a ride from you, I'm not sticking to you or something, I'm minding my own business,i learned that long time ago the hard way"

Hyunjin was hurt i can feel that " right" i responded.
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