euphoria

first day

music pounded my ears, as i felt bodys sway against me, the sweat lifted my nostrils.. i shake my head with disgust as i look around, people making out, tounging.. blowing eachother, gross..
i squint through the bright lights, the sweaty bodys of the crowd glistening in the dark, but no one shined more than maddy, her outfit sparkled through the dark, she busy with a man, i push through the crowd and elbow past the pervy boys and slutty girls till i finally got to maddy.
i jab maddy in the shoulder lightly to grab her attention, she parts her tounge with his, leaving him to bite his lip awaiting the kiss to continue as he groped her waist softly, maddys head twists round as she says
"what? this your man or somethin?" maddy said, she clearly couldnt recognise me through the flashing lights and glitter she professionally painted under my eyes earlier.
"its rue dumbass" i said close to her ear so she could hear me over the loud music that was vibrating the floor.
"oh hey girl! you enjoying this shit show?" maddy said smiling as she began to dance through her suitors grip, maddy was hot, in every way, hot headed, and had a hot body. she was beautiful and thats why every boy was head over heels for her tiniest amount of attention, she was stylish, and always looked out for her friends and herself, she could only defend herself in this world, and when she wasnt defending herself she was defending us, her friends, we were like family, even through everything, another thing about her she was very fashionable, she wore the most stylish outfits, some said she was a hooker, some say they were hooked on her clothes, they were the most unique clothes youd see, thats until you see everyone else, but maddy had sense, she could put an outfit together without criticism or criticism she actually gave a shit about.
tonight her outfit was a 2 piece,it was sparkly, gold, gorgeous, it was a tight tank top with a gold bangle holding it together by her chest, she had a gold sequin veil on her face, maddy has a saying that reminded me of this moment that will stay with me until i get high again and forget everything thats happened in the past 3 months and remember it a week later, the saying was, "gold is a lady, gold shines and doesnt glitter but a womans beauty does, but treat her right and she will shine," she came up with it when she was black out drunk, i found it wise even though she was intoxicated, but i am all the time.
i shook my head "not really, anyway, seen cass? heard she was coming?"
maddys smile faded, she frowned and cleared her throat "i dont know and dont fucking care either, id rather be trampled by these hoes then talk to her." maddy said, she painted on a smile again and began to dance again.
"harsh" i said, smiling a bit.
"not really, i dont fucking care about her ass anymore, shes for the streets, i dont need her." maddy said as she began to turn around, i grabbed her arm and pulled her back
"you might think that, but she needs you" i said
"why do you care either rue? your the one who told me." maddy said shaking her head and looking down.
i stared at her for a moment, i was the one who told her....
"yeah, but she deserved it, no bitch should mess with their friends man." i said shrugging.
maddy looked up.
"that doesnt answer my question though, why do you care? she deserves it, you said it yourself" she said.
"thats because she fucked the son of the guy who fucked Jules." i said, maddys suitors brow furrowed, "you should come back later, girl talk." i said to him, he nodded and walked off appreciating his excuse to leave this conversation.
maddy frowned "its not your fault rue." she said softly
we stared at eachother, she grasped my arm comfotably and smiled feebly in reassurance, i smiled weakly back, we both knew we were faking the smile, but it helps..
"still, we need to find cassy, you both need to talk maddy." i said, maddy shook her head and said
"i dont give a fuck if she lives or dies, if we talk or not, if she wants to continue fucking nate or not- shes not my problem anymore"
"she never was your problem maddy you both were friends-" i said
"well- not anymore.. not anymore." maddy said, even in a dark moment her mascara was flawless.
i frowned again, i reached in my pocket and reached for my lighter.
"ill see you in a few minutes, im gonna find fez" i said,
"good luck, check the floors maybe he was crushed by the stampede of people" maddy said cheerfully
i smiled weakly as she giggled feebly attempting to light up the moment, as if we didnt have enough lights, they were fucking blinding.

anyway, long story short i found fez, we smoked got high and party continues, but you should know how we got here and what is even happening..
if you dont like drama then get your snowflake ass out of this story, because this is a rue bennet narration.