I finally admitted that I feel pain
Deeper then anything
And every time I acknowledge it
It gets bigger and flows out of me
Until I can't control anything
It moves me and I can see
Every wrong and wretched thing
I become every nightmare
I wish I could kill myself
So I could sleep
I want hell to be real more then anything
Fire licks my body like my hatred for everything
I despise myself so much I wish I didn't have this life as a crutch
I'll let you use me in anyway
Mark my body so my demons are on full display
Have them see
Have them see
What it feels like to be me
And I'll cry when they don't care
And I'll cry until I'm not here
bruises are the closest thing to a suicide letter I can get
I've been holding together the pieces until they slip
