She smiled, she died.

Chapter 1

Erins pov

- Hi I'm Erin, and this is my life.-
Her mom was a happy girl but she got pregnant with Erins dad, when Erin was born her mom became sad, she started to drink, when Erin was two years old she got a little brother.
They gave him the name Sam.
Sam and Erin used to play games and they liked to play in the garden.
But when Erin was three years old her dad left the family.
Erins mom started to drink and when Sam was 13 he started to hang out with older guys, he started to do drugs and he smoked and drank.
Erin had no friends but she was so beautiful.
Almost every guy said she was hot, but the girls started to hate her.
Her only friend left her.
The girls started to bully her and they said she was better of dead and that no one liked her.
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One day when Erin woke up she heard her mom scream at Sam.
They had a fight like always.
Her mom was drunk and Sam was high.
Erin sat at her bed and heard Sams and her moms angry words.
Erin started to cry quietly so they wouldn't hear her.
Sam leaved the house and her mom drank.
Erin walked down to the kitchen and saw her mom in the living room.
She lay in one of the sofas.
Erin took a sandwich and when she had eat she walked to school.
When she came to school the girls looked at her.
Sarah walked to Erin.
She said:
- I'm going to have a party and you have to come, it will be awesome. -
When she said that Erin became a little bit happier.
When the school was over and Erin walked home she saw Sam.
He was with his stupid friends.
Erin started to walk faster and she hoped Sam wouldn't see her.
- Come here big sis! -
He screamed.
Erin just started to walk faster, she almost ran.
She heard Sam and his friends behind her.
They screamed at her to come to them.
Erin started to run.
Erin is fast and she likes to run but Sams friends was fast to.
She heard them behind her.
She saw their little apartment but she didn't ran home.
She continued to run and when she saw the woods she slowed down a little.
Sams friends was still behind her but when they saw that she ran into the woods they stopped.
They looked into the dark but they couldn't see her.
They leaved her alone.
She saw a big tree and she walked to it.
She started to cry everything came out like tears.
She fell asleep beside the tree.
When she woke up she walked home.
She walked in to her room.
She took her phone and saw the messages.
> Go and die ugly whore <
> No one likes you <
> Commit suicide no one would care <
> You are a ugly whore <
There was more messages on her phone but she didn't care.
She couldn't stop crying and she walked to the bathroom.
She looked at herself.
She knew she was beautiful but she didn't care.
She took a razor blade.
She looked at it, she was scared in the beginning but when the razor blade cut her skin all her pain disappeared.
The blood ran on her arms and she became numb.
When she woke up next morning she was sad, so sad.
Her arm was damaged.
She took a long sleeve so nobody would see her cuts.