Always start over

QUINN IS GONNA KILL ME!

I ran off stage and ran out the back door Exit.
"Rachel wait" said Finn as Blaine,Kurt and Finn ran after me.
Finn grabbed my hand and looked at me in the eye.
"Look Rachel you just did 2 little mistakes... I know that she'll give you one more chance some other time."
"2 little mistakes" I yelled as Finns eyes started to wide. " Finn I know your trying to help me but..." I couldn't finish the sentence because I started to burst into tears.
"I'll give you a ride." Said Finn as he hugged me. Kurt and Blaine joined the hug as the lady that was judging was looking at us and then looked down. I looked at her and walked to Finn's car. When I got hope I gave Finn a hug and walked to the front door. When I unlocked the door I stomped in the house and slammed the door. Shelby walked down stairs and saw me fall onto the couch, crying.
"Rachel baby what happened" asked Shelby as she hugged me .
"I...I didn't get in...I freakin messed everything up!" I said while Shelby looked surprised.
"How did you not get in, your voice is beautiful."
"It wasn't because my voice!" I said as I starred at Shelby in the eyes. "I messed the song up two times...the words... I..i.."
Shelby try's to calm me down by rubbing my back and kissing my forehead...it worked. " I love you Shelby "
Shelby smiles and says "I love you too Rachel"
"Mom would it be weird if I asked if you can sleep with me today" I said as I got up and tilted my head.
"No it wouldn't be weird...yes I can sleep with you."
I mean Shelby never had the chance to hug me and keep me safe if I was scared of something.... When I was little,So this is her chance.
Shelby and I walked up stairs and went to bed.
"Mom"i said as I layed down and Shelby wrapped her arm around me.
"Yes?"
"I forgot to ask you something..... Did you ever regret it?"I asked as I looked down.
"Yes...then no...then a whole lot " Shelby said as she picked my chin up."Will told me that if I truly loved you... I should tell you that you don't need me in your life, you are an adult. We won't have a good as a relationship that you and your dads had."
"Why didn't you...just give me up.😔"
"Because...I mean I.... I want to start a relationship with you...Rachel if you ever miss your dads...you know you have a choice to leave, I get it"
"Shelby" I said as I flicked her hair out of her face. "I'm not going back with my dads.... I mean yea sure one day I'm gonna miss them, but I told them that I am gonna visit them whenever I can...so I'm not leaving"
Shelby smiles a little and then kisses me on the forehead. "We should get to sleep" said Shelby as she turned around.
"Good night Shelby " I said as I smiled back
---next day---
"Rachel, Rachel get up its uptime to go to school." Said Shelby as she patted me on the shoulder.
I looked up at the sealing and then rubbed my eyes. "Isn't today Saturday?" I said confusingly as Shelby laughed...."it's Friday." Said Shelby as she pulled me up.
When Shelby, Will, and I got ready we eat breakfast and left to Mckendly.
Today was the day we all separated. Will had a meeting, Shelby had one too, and I had to go to regular class. While Shelby was walking away . One of the football players came up to me with a smoothie. He smiled and spilled it all over my face.
Finn ran to me and the guy and said" HEY WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!"
"Oh so now your back with this little dweeb how cute is that" he said as he laughed.
I looked at the guy and slapped him in the face then, I walked away crying as I walked to a whole bunch of rooms to try to find Shelby.
I looked around and saw everyone laughing at me so I ran to the bathroom and stayed there for the whole 7 periods feeling like a laughing stock.
I heard someone come in as I was looking at myself in the mirror. I looked back and saw Quinn.
"What are you doing in here? Everyone thought you left" said Quinn as she came closer to me.
"Quinn, I know your going to do something mean to me, like take a picture of me...you probably already did...with my wet hair and clothes."
"No, I didn't.. Only I do wish I did."said Quinn as I looked down and turned around to face the wall.
"Look, I'm.. I'm sorry for what happened to you..I know how it feels I mean the whole glee club does."
"Why are you being so nice to me?" I asked as I looked at her in the eyes.
"I don't know... I just feel bad I guess......actually I was looking for you for a long time...just to tell you something.
Well your mom....well she made out with puck when she wasn't with mr.schue."said Quinn
"Eww...how do you know they actually made out though?" I asked as Quinn sighed
"When puck was singing a song to me.....he looked at Shelby and smiled at her. He gave her that sex stair"
"Wait Quinn what are you ----"
Quinn cut me off and said "tell you mom to get the fuck away from my man. And if you don't well the whole schools gonna know that both Shelby and will are sluts." Quinn walked out the bathroom and left me speechless.
Once I walked out of the bathroom in a few minutes. I bumped into Finn.
"Oh sorry" I said as I walked away to my locker.
"Rachel can we talk" asked Finn as I closed my locker.
"What is there to talk about Finn." I said as the bell rang (schools done). I walked out the door as Finn stopped me from walking away.
"Rachel, you know I'm sorry...can we just start all over."
I look at him " I know your sorry Finn, you don't have to keep saying it."
"Then...then why are you ignoring me"
"I'm just mad okay...I'm not telling you why because it's non of your business." I said as I walked away not knowing where I was going at all. Then someone stopped me. I looked back and it was Shelby.
"Rachel where are you going the car is over there" said Shelby as she pointed to the right. I looked at her disappointed and walked to the car.
"Rachel why do you look so mad..." Asked Shelby as will started to drive the car.
I opened the window, put my earphones on, and ignored her.
"Rachel"called Shelby. "RACHEL" yelled Shelby as I jumped up and my eyes began to wide.
"Answer me when I talk to you"she said as I started to cry.
During the whole car ride it got silent and once we got home I opened the door and ran to my bedroom.
"You want me to go talk to her" ask will
"No I got this" said Shelby as she walked up stairs and knocked on my door. "Rachel baby, can you open the door" Shelby asked as I laid on my bed crying. I couldn't hear her because I had my music up loud. "RACHEL!" Yelled Shelby as I stopped the music opened the door, put my headphones on,and ran back on my bed.
"Rachel can you please tell me why you are so mad at me!" Shelby said as she put her hand on my leg.
"Don't touch me you slut!!" I yelled as Shelby's eyes began to wide.
Shelby gets up and says " a slut! How am I a slut!" Shelby looked at me angry.
"You made out with puck!"I yelled and she stayed speechless.
"How do you that"
"Oh so your not disagreeing, it's true!" I said as I got up from their bed.
"No it was just a kiss...."
"You kissed a freakin 19 year old kid!!"
we looked at each other face to face.
"And I made a huge mistake." said Shelby as she begged me to forgive her. "It was a few mouths ago...it's over"
I looked at Shelby then started to cry "I'm....sorry mom I didn't mean to call you that😓 I just wanted you to know that Quinn wants you to stay away from him."
Shelby smiles and says "okay." And nods her head.
"Now can I go to sleep?" I asked as she looked at me and sighed then smiled a bit. "Yea"
~~~next day~~~~
When Will drove us to school. I walked to my locker and once I closed it I saw puck. He smiled at me and winked.
"Umm what are up you doing?" I asked as he came closer to me.
"Just a little something I always wanted to do" said puck as he kissed me on the lips as a tear rolled down my eye.
"Why would you do that!" I said as puck looked surprised.
"Well I mean since you look like your mom and you are also pretty. I just wanted to kiss you because I mean I couldn't stand it anymore."
I looked at puck in the eyes as Shelby walked past and saw me frozen as puck was about to kiss me one more time. Shelby marched to me and puck and grabbed my hand and walked away with me. Shelby took me to her office and looked at me as I stood frozen looking at the ground. "Rachel, it's okay baby. Tell me what happened." Said Shelby as she tried to calm me down.
"Puck kissed me....." I starred as my eyes began to open wider and wider every secound.
"did he tell you anything?" Ask Shelby.
"He said he kissed me because I remind him of you and because I'm am pretty. What am I gonna do!! MOM,QUINN IS GONNA KILL ME!" I cried as I got up from the chair and started pasting back and forth. "This is not real, this is not real, this is not real, calm down Rachel" I repeated multiple times.
------to be continued-----On the NEXT chapter---
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