Rebel?

Chapter one: "your the rebel."

Depression. Stressed only start to describe the fucked up parts of me. "Every" morning is the same thing... "did you take all of your pills Ellie? If you didn't go do that now. Please."
"I did. Shut the fuck up. I know you only want me to take them so that I don't go all ape-shit at school and end up getting arrested. I'm not going to get hurt. No need to sugar coat shit. I'm fine."
"Language young lady."
"Excuse me. Please. I'm not a child anymore. In 1 week I'll be 18. Speaking of which for spring break I'm going to Mexico and going to get hammered! Just kidding about the hammered thing. But really Mexico. I'll be 18 so you can't tell me I can't."
"Ahh fugly got plans. I need you to watch your sisters and brothers for spring break. Aaron is bringing me to Cali. So I just said no."
" mickey is 16 and lizzy is 14 they can handle the fucking house and the little kids. I'm going. If I have to sneak out, I will. Time to get to school. Later Hellen. I'll catch you when I want to come home. Bye bitch."
"I'll let you go if you take the offer."
"No. I'll have to work all the fucking time to get the money. Do you not get why I want to go to Mexico. I don't want to live. I'm not in pain. I can't work anymore. I could get caught. I work at a fucking strip club, hooters, and I deal drugs. I can't get caught vein under age. Not yet."
"Where the fuck do you work?!"
"Bye. Don't want to be late." I'm so glad she didn't catch my rambling.

~~~~arriving at school~~~~

Welcome to the hell... Winnebago high school.

"Looks like hippo didn't want to miss school."the schools bitch yelled. Just like any other motherfucking day!
"Looks like the bitch didn't bother to tell the school the hippo weighs less then her. Dumb ass." I reply.
"Watch your mouth Collins. my office. NOW!" Damn the consoler caught me. Again.
"What was that. Elizabeth, you know the rules. If you just talk to me it could all go away."
"Hell no. Mr. Johnson you know me. Why should... would I tell you. I know you'd blab. I can't talk about it. It's honestly personal issues."
"Does this look like a face that cares. I need you to tell me. I can help."
"You know what medications I take. You know I'm dying. Now why push it anymore. Your dating my fucking mother for gods sake. Is that not enough. Your 10 years younger then her. Cali really? Did I not tell you my plans. She took Mexico away from me. Who am I going to give the tickets to. And who do I have on my side."
"I'm guessing you have no friends."
"My friends turned on me like 2 years ago. I have none. I get stoned on our roof every morning so then my bipolar doesn't kick in and I can stand Tristan every day. Oh and don't forget Tracy, and fucking everyone."
"You need to be able to move on and forgive."
"Forgive and forget. That's what you said about my dad. What did he do when I did that again, I forgot "
"He raped you. And beat you. Now your older brother Jason does that to you."
"Exactly. Don't tell me to forgive any body. I can't even forgive myself so shut the fuck up about what I need to do. but, you need to stop pulling me in here every time you see me stand up for myself. Have you not heard the rumors?"
"The rumors. Tell me what they are..."
"We're screwing in here. Every fucking day. Thanks. But me, never had consensual sex in my life. I'm not a virgin"
"Yes you are. Now I won't pull you in here anymore if you promise to stay out of trouble."
"No promises. But I'll try not to smoke on campus... again."
"I wouldn't mind screwing you. You've gotta be better then your mother."
"What the fuck did you say."
"Never mind. Just talking to
myself."
"Yeah sure. Don't call me in here again."

~~~~~~~~at lunch~~~~~~~

Yay, to bad I'm on a diet. An only water diet. Too fat, too ugly, too many flaws for everyone. So I go out to my safe place. Climb a tree, and pull out my joint.
"Elizabeth? What are you doing up there?"
"Getting high. Now why is someone so popular talking to a nobody?"
"Your the rebel. You fit in. trust me."
"Wow. What a joke. I'm the loner. I don't fit in. I'm too fucked up. Can you just answer my question tristan. I'm bipolar and I will go west side on your ass."
"I followed you here."
"Cause' that's not fucking freaky, at all."
"You looked sad."
"Well no shit. I'm on anti-depressions. Or at least supposed to be. They make everything a haze. I can get that from my own green."
"That's fucked up."
"Get back to your slut. I don't need your pity."
"Who said I felt bad. I thought you could use someone to talk to. I saw what happened in the consolers office. I hid a camera in there to see if you were getting any action. Your mom? Really?"
"WHAT. YOU HEARD EVERYTHING?"
"Yea. You should just listen to your mom. Get treated."
"Hell no. I didn't give you any kind of permission of saying anything. I'm not dying fast just dying."
"Well your mom seems like she does care. She didn't turn anyone in for doing that to a beauty like you?"
"I'm her 'fugly, fat, flawed' daughter. She fucking hates me. I'm an accident. I'm a fuck up. And those are just the things she tells me. Now I need time to think please leave. You don't have free period and I do so you don't need to waste another breathe on me. I'm nothing."
"Not true. I have a free period next hour and you are something."
"Don't you have somebody in the janitors closet waiting for you?"
"Yea but that can wait. Your worth it."
"Holy shit. Are you sick. Are you aware who your talking to."
"Very much."
"Who am I?"
"Elizabeth Collins. age 16. status single. sex female. State unstable. Hot or not beautiful. High or nah high. Virgin or not virgin."
"Wow. What shit are you on tristan. I can't forgive anyone. EVER. you hurt me so why should I care."
"I've changed."
"Fine. If you want to know about me. Like where I want invite some of your friends to hooters at 5:45 and I'll see if you've changed."
"Deal."
"Then get to your quicky and leave me the fuck alone."
"See you around, rebel."
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Next chapter he will see what the test really is. He will be put to the challenge. Continue reading to find out if he's a dick or if he really likes Ellie.
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