The Suicide Of Karkat Vantas

GOODBYE....

~ carcinoGeneticist (CG) began pestering [all contacts)~

CG: ALRIGHT, LISTEN UP FUCKASSES.

CG:I KNOW NONE OF YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING CARE, BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS.

CG: I'M FUCKING SORRY.

CG: I'M FUCKING SORRY THAT I'M A SHITTY FUCKING LEADER.

CG: AND YES, I'M A FUCKING MUTANT BLOOD, I KNOW, I'M FUCKING PATHETIC AND I CAN ALREADY HEAR THOSE OF YOU WHO KEPT READING LOGGING OFF AT THAT.

CG: I KNOW I'M PATHETIC, REALLY, I DO. SO I'VE DECIDED.

CG: I'M GOING TO DO ALL YOU FUCKASSES A FAVOR.

CG: BY TIME ANY OF YOU IDIOTS READ THIS, I'LL BE IN HELL.

CG: I'M GOING TO CULL MYSELF AND SAVE YOU THE ENERGY.

CG: IF ANY OF YOU FUCKASSES CARE-....

CG: NONE OF YOU CARE.

CG: YOU ALL HATE ME, AND NOT THE KISMESIS KIND, I'M TOO PATHETIC FOR THAT.

CG: I DOUBT THIS MATTERS, BUT I'M SORRY FOR BEING A BASTARD. I HIDE ALL MY SADNESS BEHIND MY ANGER.... IT IS- IT *WAS* THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME FROM DOING THIS SOONER.... THAT AND ME FOOLISHLY HOLDING ONTO HOPE THAT THINGS WOULD CHANGE. ..

CG: BUT I SEE NOW.... THINGS NEVER WILL.

CG: THANK YOU ALL FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME.....

CG: GOODBYE EVERYONE.....

~ carcinoGeneticist (CG) logged off~

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Karkat sighed as he closed down his husktop and slowly stood up as he wiped his pink tears away. He picked up his sickle, that was sitting on his desk next to his husktop, and walked to his bathroom before shutting and locking the door. "Heh.... not exactly where I wanted to die but.... at least it'll be easier to clean up in here...." Karkat choked on a sob that was wanting to come out. He stood up straight and brought his sickle up to his neck before looking at his reflection and giving it a weak smile as his tears started to blur his vision. "Well Karkat.... you're finally doing it.... goodbye....me..." he felt tears run down his, still smiling, cheeks. Karkat took a deep breath before quickly, and deeply, slitting his throat. His candy red blood started to pour from the wound and out of his mouth as he started to choke, both from the lack of air and his own blood filling his lungs. His eyes started to blur again as he lost the strength in his legs and fell to the ground, a pool of his own blood starting to surround him. He still had a small smile on his face as he slowly felt his body become cold and the world go dark. The last thing he heard was the door to his hive being broke down and voices shouting his name through the static. Karkat's last thought before his heart finally stopped was 'why did they come...?'

//A.N.//
Okay, sooooo, sorry if this story triggered anyone.