↦ February 2023
You sent me a picture of a Popplio and when I finally replied, you told me you waited for me so I could name him. I love how patient you are, and how you tell me when things remind you of me. I was so excited this whole month, I was working on your birthday gift for ages. I didn't know what to get you at first, and people told me my idea was silly. I wrote you a book. A hundred something pages of words and pictures about why I love you, and what I love about you. I got you a new keyboard for osu too because you said you liked mine that one time. I love writing to you, I wrote you letters to open for every important milestone, like when you move out for college, and letters to open for when you're sad or just want to read something. You once told me you've never had a birthday party with your friends, so I messaged all of them and threw you a surprise party. I had your best friends stall and you asked me to come meet them and was sad when I said no but I knew why. I'm glad you had the best birthday surrounded by all your friends.
I was also very proud of myself for your valentines gift. I hope you'll wear that sweater eventually, I got it in the most decent looking green I could find for you. I also ordered the Pokemon card box when you told me you couldn't find a pack in store. I hope it made you happy. You got me Cinnamoroll, I love him so so much. I love the way you love him like a son. I'll take care of him forever. I love how we get stupid cards for the wrong occasions, I love the happy birthday card you got me for valentines day. I love when you write to me even when I don't ask for it, well especially when I don't ask for it. I love the thought you put into the flowers you get me. I love listening when you tell me the reasoning behind it.
We went to a book store this one time in front of a park, and I pointed out how they had the entire Heartstopper collection and how I loved the show. I love how you had Tammy help you pick out a book for me, and I love how you remembered I love Heartstopper. Every goodbye with you has me crying one second and laughing of happiness the next after walking away because I love every moment I spend with you.
