↦ March 2023
You got me the next Heartstopper book for my nyu graduation. I'm so happy you came, you said you wouldn't miss it. I made you stand outside in the freezing cold to take pictures. This whole month was you coming over and taking naps together. I have trouble sleeping, but with you I sleep like a baby. The conversations we have just lying together make me fall in love with you all over again. I love being in your presence, whether we're doing something or not. I love being around you all the time. I just love looking at you, and telling you how good you look even when you're just tired and trying to sleep. I love how you sleep while hugging me, I love waking up in the afternoon and realizing I'm waking up next to the absolute love of my life.
I love the texts that you send me right after you leave. I love walking you to the train station and stalling for ages. I love walking around and stopping at a corner and I love the countless times you'd say "i miss you" while I'm standing right there. I love how you text me that you love me right after you get on the train, and I love stalking your location to make sure you get home okay. I love how my parents would always ask you to stay for dinner and I love telling you how nice you looked later that night.
You came to see me after my SAT, and we got mac and cheese. You got me my favorite flowers, and we walked around Barnes and Nobles. You followed me around like a puppy, holding all the books I put down. I love you so much.