↦ April 2023
This month was fun and full of anxiety. The consequences of our actions really. But you were so nice to me and so supportive. You told me everything would be okay, and that you were so proud of me. You told me you were sad you couldn't hug me all day so when I was at the mall I saw Fred. He's just a little bear but I thought you could use a hugger. I found the cutest card, it said "sometimes all you need is one big hug" with yet another bear on it and some flowers. I wanted you to have it. I wish I could hug you forever. I know you take such good care of Fred.
I felt so sick this month and you came over so I could go outside without being alone. You take such good care of me even when I can't take care of myself. I love how you do the stupid things I ask you to do, and answer the stupid hypothetical questions I see on tiktok. I love how you helped me look for seeds because my grandma asked me to buy them for her. I love when you pick me up from the train station in pajamas, you're the cutest. We ate yet another tub of ice cream, but in your bed this time and on April 29th. Taylor Swift song reference.
Oh God, I love how you tell me you love me every 5 seconds. I love when you tell me about your day, I love when you ask me if I'm okay, I love when I tell you about something I did and you tell me you're so proud of me. I love when you ask about my stuffed animals, I love when you stay up to blow away all my worries because everything will be okay.
