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A Hell That Turned Into Heaven

Han

For the next couple of days I just took a break from life I slept most of it and I got up and ate, watch some TV and even found time to read a few chapters in one of my books that I've been wanting to read it was nice to be able to relax and let my body heal I knew it was going to be much longer before my body was going to go through a lot now that I was a contracted escort and I needed to make money to pay for my expenses so I had no choice but to go back to that hell hole. It wouldn't be so bad if the fact that my boss had such a horrible son that used me whenever he got the chance what happened at school was nothing compared to what's happened before and because he's my boss's son he gets away with it. I really wish there was a way I could make it so he was not my client anymore but right now there wasn't and I couldn't retaliate I couldn't get revenge I could only endure because his father paid me very well better than all the other clients I had and I needed the money but I was ever going to be able to break free and be on my own without having to do this I needed to get through college I needed to get that degree if I could get that degree my life would change forever I could walk away from all this and have a real life.

But then another thought came to my mind what do I do about Minho? I wanted to risk it I wanted to take the chance and just let myself love let myself be loved but I had no way for that to be possible one I could tell him about my real life I could give him an eye opener to what I really go through every single day or two I can keep it from him and have him find out later and not know what that could cause in the end it's so conflicting. I want to give him a chance but I don't think I'm ready to have someone know my dark secrets I don't think I'm ready to have someone know who I really am outside of the school persona.

Besides if Ravi ever found out that I was interested in someone else or someone was interested in me he'd use it against me he's that evil is that cruel he would never let me have freedom he believes I belong to him and in some ways I'm starting to believe it too because how do I even break free from it. I felt locked up as if I have heavy chains wrapped around my body and there's a heavy padlock and only Ravi has the key.

I decide to start getting ready quickly I go and take a shower I take my time to relax under the warm spray my body was pretty much healed by now and now it was time to go back to it tonight I would have my first client in a very long time. I hope it went well I didn't need another heartless jackass.
Slowly as I could I dressed in my most eye catching outfit I owned. Though I would have to change again when I got to work whatever the clients required I had to wear. And most of the time they require me to wear harnesses or collars some like the ears and the tail there's been a few times where they wanted nothing.

Well let's do this.

I walk out of my door and lock my apartment up head down the flight of stairs to my car quickly  I get in and start the engine. I crank up the radio my favorite song was playing Mighty Long Fall by One OK Rock.

I immediately started singing the lyrics

"Don't go! It's a mighty long fall
When you thought love was the top (Whoa)
Oh no! It's a wake up call
When your life went into shock (Whoa whoa)
It seems like gravity keeps pulling us back down
Don't go! it's a mighty long fall
When you know time is up (Whoa whoa)"

I pulled out of my parking lot heading to my destination belting out the song at the top of my lungs letting myself feel free for the last few seconds that I had left.

The building came into view and I parked my car in my usual parking spot well I mean it's my spot even got my name on it I earned it.
I lock up the car and I head inside straight to the desk.