Two: panic attack....

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‼️‼️TW!!!! To everyone who can't read this please do not! I don't want to trigger anyone and you can always reach out to me!‼️‼️

P.O.V Chan
I noticed that something was off. Felix is acting weird around me. He never does that he always acts normal which isn't happening anymore. I'm scared that I may have done something wrong. That's why I texted him
⭕️ LIXIE🐥🐣🫶🏻
~online~

                                     You
         LIXIEE?? 11.39p.m⭕️

⭕️ Yess?? 11.41p.m
                                Are you okay?, you've been  ⭕️       
                                acting pretty weird I wanted
                                   to ask if everything's ok?
11.41p.m

⭕️ everything's fine, don't worry Chan! 11.42p.m

Ok but if anything's wrong Tell me⭕️
11.42p.m
⭕️I will! 11.43p.m

I don't know if he's lying or not but I'll believe him for now. It wasn't late so I thought why not going to the studio and practicing my dancing steps. I mean of course it's a bit late but I can train until 3a.m. As soon as I finally got the motivation to get up from my desk chair I went to go to the entertainment. But of course with my luck JYP came into my direction and asked me what I was doing. "Oh I'm just wanting to practice the steps a little, I'll be out at 3a.m don't worry!" I said with hope that he is leaving. „Bang Chan, don't overwork yourself. You know how dangerous it is." He said. I was so angry he wants to tell me how overworking is dangerous but let's us all make a diet where Felix is not eating anything. I wanted to scream at him, but all is said was 'I know' and got in the studio. I put down my bag got out my shoes for dancing and put them on. I practiced for our new comeback. Now it was 2:45a.m . I was tired so I went home. I got home and went to my room. I've put my bag in a shelf and went to the bathroom. There I took off my clothes and took a shower. After that I went to bed and slept pretty well.

4 a.m

Incoming call from 'Hannie🐿️🐿️'

I woke up in shock from my ringtone. I looked at the time and saw that is is 4a.m I directly answered the call because maybe something has happened.
"Han? Are you ok? Has something happened?" I asked him. "Chan... please help.." Han whispered. "Oh god! What happened?" I asked him super worried. "I-I'm having a-a p-panick at-attack..." he said. "Shit, are you somewhere safe? Are you home?" I asked, "Y-yes I a-am." He said. "Okay Han don't move stay right where you are I'm on my way! And try to calm your breathing ok?" I said. "O-okay...t-thank you Chan." He said. "No problem, I'll be there in 10 minutes stay safe and if you do not already sit down please." I said. "O-okay, I will." He answered and that's where the call ended. I directly put on a hoodie and normal pants and ran to my car. I started the motor and drove straight to his house. I knew where he has his keys for emergency's that's where I took them opened the door and ran to Han. "Oh dear Hannie, come here." I took him in my arms and he started crying even more. "What happened?" I asked he just shook his head, what I took as an answer. "But please talk if you are ready ok?" I asked. He nodded. "Shall I stay at yours or do you wanna come to mine? I'm not leaving you alone today." I asked him. He said:" C-can I-I c-come t-to y-yours please?" "Of course!" I said and stood up. I took him in my arms and carried him into my car. I put his seatbelt on and got to the drivers side. I sat down and also but my seatbelt on. I looked over to a sleeping Han. It made me happy that he felt a little better. I mean I hope that he felt better but it is good that he was sleeping. As soon as we arrived at my house, Han woke up. But I still carried him in. I put him on my bed because it was big enough for two people. I put the blanket over him and also got in the bed next to him. I put my arm around his waist so we were cuddling. He got a little more near me. With near I mean his head on my chest. In that position we both fell asleep.

~Next morning~

Han was still sleeping, he looked kinda cute. I just closed my eyes and tried to sleep a bit more because it was 7 in the morning and I had 3 hours of sleep. After a few hours we both woke up. "Good morning Hannie, did you sleep well?" I asked with a smile on my face. "Yes I did I hope you did too!" He said also smiling. I nodded. "Are you hungry?" I asked. "A bit" he answered. I took that as a yes and went in the kitchen. I made breakfast for us and called Han. "Thank you." He said. I nodded as a no problem. As we started eating I asked him:" Han? Do you mind telling me what happened yesterday? I'm worried about you." " You know that Lee know and I are together right?" He asked. I nodded. "So like he told me that he has never loved me and that I'm stupid, ugly and dumb. Then he broke up with me telling me that when he sees me today or tomorrow that he will tell me why he thinks that..." I was in pure shock as I heard that. "He said what?!" I said in torn. Han just nodded for the confirmation that it's true. I didn't know what to answer so I just looked at him with a pitying face. He just continued eating. I just copied him. We finished eating and I put the plates in the dishwasher. I gave him some of my clothes and we made our way to the entertainment. The others were already there but we weren't late. Lee know seemed angry and as he noticed we're there he glanced at Han. "Han? Can we talk?" He asked. Han nodded and they went out of the studio. We all flinched as we heard Lee know scream at Han. "IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU'RE UGLY. IF YOU WOULDN'T THEN WE WOULD STILL BE DATING!" He screamed.
Now silence.
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Yup and Lee know is one of my bias wreckers I like him it's just a ff. The next chapter will continue this situation.

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