You hate that you want me m.s

08

Realization

Sarah's pov

I look at the boy in awe

"You can stop staring yk"

"Nah I'm good." I smile at the boy

He smiles and sits up

"Have a good sleep?" He says

I nod

"Your voice" he said, locking his eyes with mine

"Yeah, I had a good sleep" I smile

"Me too."

"Why'd you sleep on the ground?" I asked

"Didnt want you to be uncomfortable. Would you want me to lay with you?" He smiled as he stood up

I cover my face, smiling softly

"Next time." He said before walking out

NEXT TIME?!
I thought to myself

they had an guest bathroom so I got up to brush my teeth

hour later**

"Thanks for breakfast but I should probably be heading home" I say looking at Matt

"You can stay longeerrrrrrr" Matt says smiling

I smile back

"Sorry" I say

"Ugh okay" he says rolling his eyes playfully, grinning

"Come on" he winked, causing me to blush a bit

He laughed before opening the car door for me

"Thanks" I say glancing at him

(Btw joslens not going home bc she's doing something with Nick sand Chris)

He hands me the aux

"Don't play anything stupid"

"Uhm I can try" I said

Love language by Ariana grande starts playing

He glanced at me

"Your stupid." He said chuckling

I grinned

I was scrolling on my phone while we where still driving back to my house, music playing in the back

Suddenly I felt a hand grab my wrist and interlock fingers with me

I look at Matt with a twist in my stomach, smiling

The car ride was silent for the rest of the drive

"Here" he said turning toward me

"Thank you, Matt" I said taking off my seat belt

"Do you wanna come inside? I'm sure Ezekiel won't mind"

"Sure"

Instead of heading to the living room we just went to my room

We both sat down on the bed

We talked for a about an hour n a half then lied down on the mattress

Matt's hand playing with my hair as we both scroll on our phones

I don't know if he knew he was doing it but I knew

Fast turning and twisting came to my stomach

That's when it hit

Oh shit

I have feelings for Matt

Like real feelings..

Wait.

I LIKE MATT?!

Well this probably isn't gonna end well

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I was snapped out of my thoughts when Matt spoke up

"Hm?"

"I said I have to leave we're filming" Matt said sitting up

"Oh"

"I'll be back after the video I swear."

I felt my heart beating
My stomach twisting
My skin getting goosebumps

he smiled at me.
grazing my skin as he got off the bed

"Okay.. that's fine" I smile getting up with him to walk down stairs with  him.

"Actually, Joslens there still so you should come." He looked at me

"I would but I look like shit s-"

"Lies, you look very pretty. Let's go." Matt said as he grabbed my wrist walking to the car

"Oh uh okay! Thanks.." I said as he opened the door for me smiling

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"Hey guys" Matt said as he opened the door

"Hey"

"Sarah!!" Joslen ran and jumped on me

"ACK— JOSLEN GET YOUR HEAVY ASS OFF ME"

"Nah." She smiled hugging me

"Ughhhhh" I groaned

"So what are we filming?" Matt asked

"We're just gonna answer questions" Nic said

"Okay, so we gonna drive to McDonald's?" Matt looked at us

"Yeahhhh" Chris said

"Okay cool"

"Let's goooo" Nic said

Ringggggggggggg

My phone started ringing making everyone jump at the random noise

"Oh oops sorry!" I said grabbing my phone from my pocket to hang up

My eyes widened seeing the contact

I guess they saw my eyes

"Do you need to answer it?" Nic said

"Uhm...no. It's fine"

"Who was it?" Joslen asked

I give her my phone

Her jaw dropping