Songs for this chapter:Heartbeat - Childish Gambino
Lavender sunflower - Tory Lanez
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You nervously bite your lip as you slowly unbuckle your belt, while he expertly parks his car right in front of your apartment.
This was the perfect chance to talk.
He glances out the window, absentmindedly poking his cheek with his tongue, before turning his gaze toward you. His eyes scan your petite figure, only to find you nervously fumbling with your fingers.
At that very moment, Jimin longs to reach out, to hold your hand and offer a reassuring squeeze. His hand practically itches, urging him to do so.
But he restrains himself.
He notices how you anxiously shift in your spot. You want to pour your heart out, but you don't know how or where to begin. You want to grasp if he feels uncomfortable, guilty, or regretful about that night when you both crossed the line once again, and, most importantly, the reason behind his recent distance.
You wanted to understand him, to read his thoughts, to know what was wrong and what was right from his perspective. And if it was wrong, why did he persist in doing it? Did he think that you were okay with cheating? He knew you weren't, though. So why were you still engaging in it if you weren't okay with it? Was that the reason why it kept happening? Because you weren't stopping it from happening?
Of course, he wasn't okay with engaging in all of this with you, his best friend. And the fact that you even have a boyfriend made matters worse.
Then why wasn't he stopping it from happening too?
Is he even attracted to me?
How could someone as handsome as Jimin, the man desired and yearned for by countless women, find you attractive when they surpass you in beauty a thousandfold? Yet, he looked like he really wanted you, sexually, and it seems like he was holding himself back for obvious reasons.
Jimin suddenly broke the silence, clearing his throat before speaking. "What did you want to talk about?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Taking a deep breath, you gathered your thoughts, ready to share the inner turmoil that had consumed you. "I've been wondering why you seemed distant earlier."
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