Im not Ready

I'm not ready, not yet at least. I'm not popular enough. I'm not smart enough. I'm just not good enough and that's okay. Everybody has flaws but I have more than others, I'm just not good enough. I only have a few friends but we don't talk much so I'm kinda lonely. 8th grade is sure gonna be hard, out of the few friends I have they are mostly a grade under me. So again I'm gonna be alone, but its fine because it happens to me alot. There is this girl I like but she never notices me, it's like I'm invisible. My friend Miranda always helps cheer me up, its like she understands me. That's why were good friends, and I hope we will be for a long time. I don't have many friends in my grade, I'm usually just the kid to laugh at. 6th and 7th grade were a little better but, it could of been way better. I wanna be the person the every guy wants to be, the guy every girl wants to date. But that's just not me and that's okay.