Throughout my entire life, I indulged in pleasure. I spent my days playing games, surfing the internet, and watching erotic videos. I didn't accomplish anything meaningful, choosing instead to live a life of comfort. But now, I'm facing the consequences of my choices.
I feel a heavy burden of regret from my past, and I often ask myself why I chose to engage in such harmful behavior. Why did I give up when everyone was relying on me and offering their support? Why did I waste so much time on meaningless activities?
My life feels like it has come to an end. I was fired from my current job. I devoted 10 years of my life to that company, working long hours for a pitiful salary. I don't even have the energy to clean my room or take care of myself.
I persisted with this lifestyle at the company for a decade, and the weight of my emotions has become unbearable. I truly feel terrible about myself and my circumstances.
During my childhood, I secluded myself from the world, living in isolation for a staggering 30 years. The cruel irony is that now, I find myself standing alone as the sole survivor in my family. The truth of the old saying has become painfully clear: the relentless pursuit of pleasure only leads to an overwhelming sense of emptiness.
I died at 30, and to add to the irony, I died a virgin. What a laughable situation it is. I can't help but wonder if, according to the old saying, I will become a wizard too.
As I approach the end of my life, a thought emerges in my mind: A small hint of feeling suddenly emerged within me-I wanted to live. I didn't want it all to end just yet. But I couldn't resist the temptation and the overwhelming desire to bring it all to an end. As I fell from the highest floor in our company, I took a deep breath and reflected on my past.
"What would have happened if I had lived my life seriously from the beginning?"
"What are the things that I must fix?"
If I am reborn again, I swear to all the gods on Earth that I will live a serious life from the beginning.
As I fell down into the depths of the dark, black scenery, I opened my eyes and found myself in a nightmarish realm. What in the world are these hands?
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Second Life Reincarnation -
Short StoryA story that reflects all the flaws, trials, and errors throughout his life's journey, leading him towards perfection. The story begins when, at the age of 30, Bell's life tragically came to an end. He was then unexpectedly reincarnated as a child...