My Boyfriend's an Idol

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Hannie's POV

Feeling overwhelmed I let it all out to him. Whether he likes it or not, bottling up the emotions was not working anymore... I felt abandoned, heartbroken, used by someone who I was supposed to trust...

"I can't do this anymore Jungkook...," I say to him with tears filling in my eyes.

I felt like I wanted to sob. I felt as if I was no longer a human being but rather just an object standing in front of someone who didn't know how to love...it hurt more than anything..

I look at him, deep in his eyes shattering with every word I say.

"You're probably just going to have to find someone else because apparently I am not good enough for you," the pain in my voice ripping his heart to shreds...

Jungkook's POV

Hannie's voice was painful...it wasn't like that...she viewed everything wrong. But I knew that there was no way of proving her wrong...it was already too late, the damage had been done.

"Hannie, my love, please," I beg her with everything in me, "you are worth my time otherwise, why would I still be here..please babe believe me." I take a step towards but she takes one further back.

She turns away giving me the cold shoulder. "Then why would you cheat on me again!?!" The hurt in her voice became more clear in her screams. Every inch of me could feel the bursts of rage and the intense eye rolls with what she would consider a lie flying from my mouth. It was dreadful and probably the worse position I could've put myself in...she was right if I loved her, why would I continue to hurt her?...

"Oh come on Hannie, why the hell are you acting like this!..I didn't do it.." At this moment I knew I had messed up big time. The lack of communication just made everything worse, next thing I knew, we were in a screaming match with each other. Probably the worse one we've had to date..

Hannie's POV
At this point, I couldn't deal with it anymore. The lies that flew out of his mouth just to manipulate me to stay was worse than it had ever been. I felt defenseless however, I knew I had to stand my ground against him because otherwise, he would continue to try and shut me down...in this moment I had snapped...

"Yes you did Jungkook! You cheated more than four times with the same girl! You made me like this...because I actually fucking love you!..." I snapped. Tears filled my eyes, uncontrollably streaming down my cheek..It had finally gotten to me..All the damage this man had done over the last year and half was finally showing. I felt vulnerable unsafe..and from that day I never looked back. In that very moment I realized something...I did not need this man anymore.

At that very moment, I never spoke with him again...