sorry, i'm not sorry || hyungwon monsta x fanfic ||

57.

he looked up from his book watching her as she carefully applied her makeup. he had been ready a while ago but knew she liked to take her time to get ready, even though he had told her she had to be ready at a certain time. since he had planned something special.

but moments like these, are his favorite thing, that he grew to love.

sitting on the bed and just glancing at her from time to time. depending on the day or her mood she would put music on and sing along or leave a show on for background noise. today she just did it in silence.

he never knew that small things like this he would miss.

"i'm almost ready," she responds when she catches him looking at her, assuming he was rushing on her.

he looks at his phone for the time, "we still have a bit of time so take your time," her responds back to her watching her continue to apply the final touches to her make up. "i'm not rushing you."

she looks at his reflection in the mirror, "good. you shouldn't, you're the reason i'm running behind."

he couldn't help but smile as he had no regrets keeping her in bed longer. he wanted to enjoy as much time with her. "it had been a while." he defends himself.

she rolls her eyes at him, "i know." she responds back to him in a teasing tone as she gets up and walks towards their closet. "we still have tonight." she teases.

"all night," he playfully says to her and she responds by simply rolling her eyes at him in the most playful manner. he noticed a slight switch in her, from when they had their early conversation til now. she seemed more relax. he watches her as she grabs her clothes and changes.

"why are you always watching me?"

"i can't watch my beautiful girlfriend change?" he says teasingly.

she shakes her head, "no you may not," she responds back in the same tone.

he couldn't help but admire her smile as she looked at him before looking away at the ground. he loved that she still blushed around him. that she'd hide her face from him, whenever he complimented her.

"are you ready?" she asks shoes in hand as she waits by their bedroom door.

he nods getting off the bed and walking towards her. "yes." he grins kissing her forehead as he walked past her to go and grab his coat, bag and camera. the air was still cold. the weather not yet emulating the spring season. he watched her stand patiently waiting for him by the door after she slipped on her shoes. he looked her up and down.

"what?" she asks a small pink tinted her cheeks.

he shrugs softly walking closer to her, "just admiring you." he admits to her as he cups her cheek. he smiles at her and the pink in her cheeks started turning red. he leans down and gently kisses her lips. "you're so beautiful."

she gently shakes her head, "you do this on purpose," she says turning around and begins to walk out the door.

he chuckles, "what?" he asks innocently.

"you get me all flustered before we leave the house," she mutters as she walks up to the elevator doors and presses the button. "on purpose."

"nari, i have been away from you for months, this is the most normal i've felt in so long." he tells her honestly. "forgive me for staring at you. a photo is not enough. seeing you in person, i can't help but stare. do you not understand how in love with you i am?" he asks as they step on the elevator and presses the ground floor. "honestly it makes me feel bad that you don't stare at me. do you not love me as much as i love you?" he teases.