SB19KEN SMUT SERIES [HAVING KEN'S BABY]

Chapter 2: Palayo

[KEN's POV]
What if the only thing that I've wanted comes with a burden?
What if this burden suddenly becomes the most important thing in my life?
What if...just what if, she truly loves me and not just because of "him"?

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Seven months later

"KEEEEENN! KEEEN!!!"

I tried to move but my body seems glued on my bed. It was a tiring day for me. Everything that happened these past seven months drained my body and mind completely.

I have faced what guys my age feared the most. Having a kid and being a dad. Why am I not even surprised? Well, we didn't use protection. That's one. Everything that happened that night was purely my fault. I was drunk and not thinking straight. I was driven by my emotions. Particularly, my deep attraction to Luna.

I don't know what's with her but everything about her draws me to her. I will not be surprise if I just follow her around the whole day like a crazy stalker. That's how powerful her effect on me. It's scary so I just bury it inside of me. Not letting anyone inside - not even Luna. She must never know, not after what I learned. Not after she unintentionally told me the name of the one she loves.

"FELIP JHON SUSON!!!" the voice resonated inside me making me perk up quickly out of my deep thoughts. Hearing my full name definitely made my body move.

I turned and saw Pablo with a worried look on his face.

"What is it?" I asked, my voice cracking.

"Luna's in the hospital. She's about to give birth. Her mom is calling you but you're not answering." he explained nervously.

I can feel the panic in his demeanor. Pablo is not usually like this. A child coming is not even part of a university student's responsibility. What a bother I am to my friends and family.

Luna's family strongly objects of her staying with me during her pregnancy. When Luna and I talked about it seven months ago, she honestly told me that she is very scared. She has a lot ahead of her. She has dreams and for a second, I thought she's going for abortion. Which I will NEVER allow to happen.

Fortunately, we're in the same page, she loves the child instantly but bluntly told me that she is not interested in me. She was harsh. Maybe because she was angry that time. I can't blame her. I was cold to her. It's a weakness of mine to drive people away when they hurt me.

And Luna...without knowing, hurt me the most. Whoever this Justin was, it seems they never hit it off. Maybe because of what happened and of what I've done to Luna. So, I can't show her my real feelings. It will only add to the burden that she needs to carry now.

I'm not saying that I am in a bliss because I will become a father. No - I am afraid. So scared that I don't want to blew it off. I will do my best to be the best father for the child. At least for the "child" since Luna made it clear that I can't love her.

Luna dropped out of university and focused on her pregnancy. One of the things that she decided is that she will stay at her parents' home. I will be allowed to visit her but only during weekends.

I told her that I will give financial support for all the expenses. She agreed strongly and asked if I would accompany her when she reveals it to her family.