Warning this book contains selfharm, depression and horny gays
Pov. Matt
Shit I hurted myself again without thinking. I stare at the blood dripping of my arm. This is so stupid of me why did I do it again. I start cleaning the knife the blood drips of the wound I should clean it fast. I lay the knife where it always lays and start cleaning the wound. Its deeper then I thought, well I'll just hide it. I put a bandaid on the wound and put my sleeve over it nobody is gonna see it. The doorbell rings. Nick is here. I open the door. "Hi Nick!" "Hey bae" Nick gives me a cheek kiss that's sweet. We walk inside talking. "Wanna play video games?" Nick asks. "Duh!". We start playing Mario kart. "Why are you so good in Mario kart?" "Are you trying to distract me with compliments?" I ask. "Maybe" Nick lays his controller down and starts tickling me. I chuckle "Nick stop" "when you stop being so good in Mario kart!". I chuckle "never!" "Then I maybe never stop with tickling you". I say dramatically "noooo" "mwahaha!". "Stop!" I chuckle. "Never!". I can't stop laughing "nooo you know I'm ticklish" I chuckle. "Yes I do that's why I'm tickling you silly". "Stop!" I chuckle. "Make me" he says. I kiss Nick. Nick stops tickling me "Are you trying to stop me with kisses? Aww that's cute!" He chuckels. "I'm still better in Mario kart tho" "sadly enough" he says fake sad. I chuckle.
