It was Saturday afternoon. I just finished my lunch and decided to rest a bit on the couch. I was thinking about that I have only been here for 2 weeks, but so much has happened to me already. I've had some unpleasant experiences, but so far everything seems to be going in the right direction.
I didn't think I would get used to cooking for myself every day so quickly. I realized that I really enjoy it and so far I've been able to eat everything I've made.
I started watching videos and practicing how to carry several plates at once, because I want to continue working in the restaurant from next week.
I'm very happy to have Ludo and Greta in my life here, it's like we've known each other for years. My fear of being alone has completely disappeared.
We decided to go to a club tonight to drink and dance to celebrate the end of our first week at school. I still had time to start getting ready, so I put on some music and read a bit.
It was not a good idea. The story has just reached the stage when the protagonists finally have sex after a long time. All of a sudden I found myself imagining the whole scene with the guy from the grocery store. I felt I shouldn't do this, but I couldn't put the book down.
After I finished the juicy chapter I felt terrible. I only met this man once in my life, what the hell am I doing? Nothing happened between us but I could still smell his perfume and I got goosebumps. I can't be so attracted to a stranger, it's crazy. I'll never see him again anyway.
I was sure that I was just full of sexual tension and my hormones were going crazy, which made me feel these things. It all means nothing.
"You just need a one night stand, Milla. That would definitely put things right in your head." - I tried to calm myself down.
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I arrived in front of the place where I met Ludo and Greta and I was ready to have the night of my life.
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"Sorry my love, you forgot to dress up." - Ludo raised an eyebrow when she saw me.
"Don't you like my dress?" - I asked her.
"I just try to understand your intention. I have a swimsuit that covers more than your dress. Don't get me wrong, I totally support girls dressing the way they want, but I feel like you have a plan with this." - she looked at me questioningly.
" You were the one who said that I can do whatever I want here." - I told her confidently.
"Yes, you're right, but after last time, I thought we'd put this on hold for a bit." - she had a serious face.
