Fate ✧ Grayson Dolan

authors note (IMPORTANT!)

Hey everyone. It has been a long, long time since I have published a story on here. Most of you know me as Jiminismyseoulmate (18thcenturyegg). This wattpad account was used to write stories to fuel my obsession over BTS. I wrote Medical Love, which is still my currently most read story. I wrote the story during my early-ish teenage years, and recently I remembered the login and came back on here.

As obvious as it is, I am much older now. With BTS having disbanded a bit ago and my obsession dying long ago, I haven't had any motivation to write. To open up a bit, I had a bit of a messy break up earlier this year in 2023. Since then, I have been trying to learn about myself and love myself more, and I remembered a huge part of me was writing. Wether it was writing silly poems, stories of my friends and I, or about celebrity crushes, I always had absolute fun writing. The fuel never ran out, and I looked back at all of my stories recently.

To say the least, they are all horrible. Although they don't fit my older self taste, I did come to a realization that I enjoyed writing these. At the time I thought these were absolutely amazing and little did I know they were absolute dogshit, but I miss writing. Now, I want to convert this account into a more dolan twin esque account since they were my biggest comfort youtubers as a kid (and Grayson Dolan was my first official celebrity crush). I recently have begun to miss them a lot, and of course my love for Gray and Eth hasn't gone away even if I hadn't thought of them in ages.

I also realized one thing, that I always had this amazing idea of this fanfiction for Gray and Eth, but obviously it was put off for years, nor do I even remember the idea haha. But I want to fulfill one last bit of my childhood before I turn 18 and write a Dolan Twin fanfiction that I just know my teenager self would have obsessed over. I want to bring closure to that small part of my childhood, but also to bring back a passion I feel like I lost when I was losing myself in that relationship.

To answer any questions that arise while reading this, yes I am okay. In fact, I am mentally the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. Especially now with the fact that I am writing this, it's fulfilling my love for reading, writing, and my idea of what I would have loved as a kid. I am going to keep this story public for if anybody decides to read it. For this story specifically, I am not writing this for the amount of reads or any form of public attention and fame. I am writing this for me, but bringing whoever else wishes to be there along the way.

My BTS self was fulfilled since I had my obsession at a bit of a more mature age, but my Dolan Twin obsession isn't. As stupid as this sounds, I want to go into 18 fully satisfied. This, being an odd one, is what can help fulfill it. 

My BTS fanfictions will remain public to those curious of my old writing style, or those of you who shockingly enjoy my cringy ass stories. They do hold a big part of my childhood, and would hate for them to be erased off this platform. 

This is a really long note and if you read it, thanks for reading! This story will probably be my final wattpad story since I am going to focus on university afterwards, but I am not going to make any decisions yet. Let's see how the writing flow takes me.

Now, to the story. :)