Three: you hurt me...

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P.O.V: Bang Chan

We all were silent. We were shocked because of what Lee know said to Han. A few seconds later Lee know came in without Han. I never thought that Lee know would do something like that. "I'll be right back." I said and went out. „Han?" I called trough the entertainment. "Where are you?" I was worried. I was searching for now 30 minutes and I was in every place of the entertainment. Nothing. I went back into the studio and asked if Han was there while I wasn't. I just got shaking heads as an answer. I was scared of what could have happened or what he did to himself. "Can y'all help searching please? If we search together we can maybe find him faster." I said. Everybody nodded except Lee know. "Come on Lee know, he's still a member of us. You can't just ignore him forever." I said to him. "But I can now." He said with a neutral and cold expression.

P.O.V: Han

The words from Lee know hurt. I didn't know where to go so I just ran out of the entertainment. I ran and ran. Now I am in the woods. I don't know how I got here and I honestly do not care. I sat down by a tree and started crying. It didn't stop for a few hours. I took a look at my phone and saw that every member except Lee know have called me or wrote me a text. I ignored all of it. The hours were passing by and it was getting dark. I wish that a wolf would come and kill me. But of course it's not happening. I was still crying. My eyes were hurting. But somehow I fell asleep. The next morning I was annoyed that I was still here and a wolf really didn't kill me. But I heard calls. I heard people calling my name. I was worried. I stood up and ran deeper and deeper in the woods. But suddenly I felt a grab at my wrist. I stood in shock. I didn't move at all. After a few seconds of realization I turned around and looked into Felix' eyes. I tried to get out of his grip but that hopeless. I wanted to scream but I didn't. I just stood there and ignored Felix' questions and sentences. Everything hurt. As he noticed I didn't listen he pulled me in his arms. The hug felt good. "Hey, Hannie, we all were so worried about you. Why did you run away?",he asked calmly. "I didn't know any better. I'm so sorry, please forgive me Lixie...", I said. He answered:" Hannie, don't worry I will always forgive you." "Thank you so much lix." I whispered. He hugged me. "Come on, we'll go back to the others." He said. "Lix no, no please I can't go back there..." I said with tears in my eyes. "Han please, they need to know you're ok..."He said. I answered:" but I- I can't Felix I really can't it will be embarrassing..." "it won't now come on, they're waiting." He said and took me with him. I was looking down the whole time. Suddenly I felt arms wrapped around me. "Hannie, I'm so sorry. I should have never ever said that to you. I didn't know what was in me. I am so sorry... Can you ever forgive me?..." I knew that voice. Wait, that was Lee Knows voice. I looked up to see if I'm right and I was. "Wait but-" "I don't hate you. I never did." He said calmly. "What I said was pure shit. Darling please forgive me." I looked at him. Tears were running down my cheeks. I couldn't believe him. He broke up with me telling me what a bad person I am and now he says this. I don't believe any of this. "How do I know you're not lying again? What if I believe you and the same happens again? You broke me. Chan came to my house at 4 am because I had a panic attack after it happened. I had a panic attack that was caused by you. Because you fucking hurt me Minho. I need a break of our relationships before I can trust you again. Sorry." I said. Lee know nodded and said: "Okay, I'm so sorry darling. I hope I'm still allowed to call you that... take your time. And you can always talk to me if anything is wrong." His eyes were watery. I felt so bad. I went to him and hugged him. He hugged me back. We all went home and took some time for us. Chan, Felix and Hyunjin wanted to watch a movie with me, so that's what we did.
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Yeah uhm I'm sorry for this chapter I cried while writing that😭😭😭 what will happen next???? Will Han forgive him? I guess you need to read the next chapter...

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