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"You'll never be pretty enough."

(a/n: angst to fluff oneshot because i got inspo from disposable girl by weevildoing 😙 except I added my own little twist to the whole thing)

TW; GROOMING MENTION, IMPLIED SEXUAL ASSAULT

(THIS IS MY COOKIE RUN AU BY THE WAY!!! OC X CANON IS MENTIONED SEVERAL TIME)

" What is it? Where did I go wrong?? Why am I not pretty enough?! I want you to tell me what I'm doing!! NOW! TELL ME ALREADY!!! " Purple Steaming Heart begged as she was holding back any of the remaining enragement and tears she was holding up in her system...she just wanted to be accepted and loved by others.

" Are you kidding me?? Are you serious? Look at you. On the verge of your sixth breakdown...asking ME about your imperfections,, it's written all over your frail body, which is crumbling the more you seek comfort... " Raspberry Jam Dragon scoffed as she bent down a bit. " ...Your curly, messy, clamped together hair, the little scars on your body, those self harm scars...and your mood in general...you're no different than your dad...you're just not a fighter like he is. " 

" Don't you EVER talk about him like that to ME. " . " Are you just mad that you can never act right? Are you? " . " ....STOP CHANGING THE SUBJECT! ". Raspberry Jam Dragon smirked at this, using her foot to push Purple Steaming Heart on her back, holding her down there.

" Look...I don't have much time left, so, you'll just never find any acceptance here. That's all; you're naturally unlikable, but that's okay! Maybe it's better finding certain comfort than from things that AREN'T us...toodles! " She trotted off after saying those words.

" NO!! I AM NOT EVEN ASKING FOR VALIDATION!! I JUST WANT TO BE BETTER!! PLEASE COME BACK!! PLEASE!!! " Purple Steaming Heart begged as she watched the younger dragon wander away from her, ignoring her pleading.

Purple Steaming Heart couldn't believe it...she was appalled...but anger was filling her quickly...she tensed up and clenched her head, breathing heavily, she pulled out some of her hair from her head, screaming from how alone she felt.

She was in a pain...not that she just tore out some of her hair...but from the fact she'd never be accepted and loved...not that anyone else around her had it easier,,

But the catch was that certainces happened to her...and she hated it all...but she thought part of it was that she was wanted by others...so she let it continue on...without telling a single soul.

She then ran, but accidentally ran into the nearest wall, collapsing to the ground. She couldn't do anything except curl up into a ball and cry very loudly, holding handfuls of her own hair she tore out.

After a little bit...she sniffled, standing up...her eyebags seemed heavier in a way, but she wasn't tense anymore. She only slumped out from that hallway, and went back to grab her bag.

" Do you need any assistance there? " One cookie asked from the other side of the room. " Huh..? " Purple Steaming Heart turned to the noise. " I saw what she did to you earlier. You don't deserve anything she does to you. " . " Who are you? "

" Oh,, My bad...I forgot to say who I was...my name is Stained Glass Cookie. It's a pleasure to meet you. " Stained Glass introduced as she helped Purple Steaming Heart with her things.