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I think In some twisted way Tom really thought he was my saviour. We fought daily about why I swallowed those pills and it seemed no matter how many times I tried to plead with him that I wasn't happy he always told me I'd be more miserable on my own.

GWEN POV

Everyday after Tully's attempt was the same. We all had scheduled times we'd babysit her and make sure she didn't swallow another handful of pills.

Tom made me and Melanie do most of the watching while the rest of the gang did their gang business shit. Bill would always explain the specifics but I never cared to listen.

I was mad at Tahlullah however. I couldn't believe she'd actually try to off herself again. After her first attempt it was understandable, her and her mother were close so I figured it was just a blip and she regretted it after I found her.

When I heard toms scream for bill I knew it was something involving her and I knew exactly what to do. I never seen Tom so frazzled. He was panicking and cradling her like a baby.

He was pathetic. I always thought so. He wasn't like Bill. Everyone in the gang knew Tom as the leader but we all knew deep down that Bill was the stronger brother.

I think my snapping point was when I seen his eyes turn red and begin to ball up with water. I was so furious but not because Tully swallowed the pills because of him, I was furious he would act so surprised at the reason why she did it.

Whenever I was off the clock for suicide attempt prevention Tom would spend his time harassing me with constant questions about Tullys loser ex boyfriend.

And to be truthful I didn't know much about him. I knew she was out of his league but she kept him around because he was sweet to her. He still lived with his parents and that's about all I knew. Tom never told me why he was asking these questions but regardless I figured it was typical control freak Tom.

Bill told me they'd be gone for a week or two for more "business" again I didn't care to listen to the specifics.  I enjoyed the days they'd be gone and was looking forward to it.

TOM POV

I had sat down Melanie and had a long truthful talk with her and Gustav about Tahlullah. I told Melanie everything and she understood.

The gang would be headed out of Japan to track down Tully's ex. I couldn't let it go. I couldn't allow him to breathe another breath knowing what he's done to her.

This was a way for me to get my revenge but also I think this would bring her peace as well. Melanie agreed to keep our little secret and watch out for her. I told bill to talk to Gwen but not go into any specifics.

I woke up the next morning and gave Tul a kiss on the forehead before leaving for the airport. We found out her ex was living in Seattle in a suburb with his parents.

Upon our arrival we had met up with a local gang there and began our man hunt. We finally found the house and there he was. Justin kredder.

We waited patiently for nighttime and when the sun finally set I was the first one to kick their door down. Georg and Gustav kept the parents captive while the others did a house sweep of house alarms and anything else that could alert the authorities.

When we finally found his room me and Bill entered and without hesitation killed him execution style. I made sure to take a few photos and sliced off his pinky finger that held a silver banded ring as a trophy.

I admired the shiny metal and seen engraved on the inside "2 JK LUV TUL" my stomach flipped as I read it but I knew her suffering was now over.

TULLY POV

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