Victor Criss x Trans reader

2

(I am being forced to make a 2nd chapter-)

TW: GENDER DYSPHORIA! (PLEASE PAY ATTENTION IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, ILL REMIND YOU WHEN IT STARTS)

You kept standing there, adoring Victors smile.. And his eyes, his pretty brown/hazel eyes..

"Well.. I gotta go, you wanna meet up at the park tonight?" Victor asked

"Uhm.. Sure" You said, your cheeks getting a pink tint. You smiled at him, watching him leave, him going to meet up with Henry and Patrick.

You quickly went home, excited about meeting up with him tonight, You went in the bathroom, getting ready..

(THE DYSPHORIA PART IS HAPPENING, i am so sorry for bad angst, i can't write that well)

You stare into the mirror, noticing some features that don't make you look like a boy.. you just kept staring. You wanted to look away but you couldn't.. You turned to the right, seeing how your chest isn't flat like a real boys.. 

You felt overwhelmed by the thoughts, you kept telling yourself that you looked like a boy, that you were passing as one.. but it wouldn't work.. you just went back into your room, taking your binder off (Because you need a break from it).

You got a bigger hoodie on, to hide your chest.. you closed your eyes so you wouldn't have to see. You quickly went under the covers so it could help hide your chest more, putting a pillow on your chest, feeling like even more crap...

You decide to listen to music (on your phone, or if you want it to actually make it seem realistic in that time, it can be a walk man). 

You stare at your ceiling, zoning out, losing track of time..

(TIME-SKIP)

You lost track of time for a while, it's now night.. You think you took a decent enough binder-break, you take your binder, closing your eyes once again to put it on. 

(THE DYSPHORIA PART ENDING, IM SORRY IF IT WASNT DETAILED ENOUGH)

You got ready to meet up with Victor, putting on your shoes, getting a jacket, and (walking, skateboarding, or riding a bike) to the park.

You see Victor sitting on the bench(or swings, or anywhere), you get happy he didn't ditch you. You walk up to him 

"Hey Victor" You say, with a smile

"Oh Hi [y/n]!" He responded, a little surprised

(Editors note: Imma just leave it on a cliffhanger <3)