him-part 1

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I bat my eyes open looking up seeing blake peacefully sleeping, I try and get out his grip but his grips harder "where do you think youre going hon?.." he says in a sleepy voice 'fuck the things he does to me' i think "im going to get ready for the day why blake?" i say looking at him confused "stay.." is all he saying before falling asleep again 'fuck' i think. I cant get out this position because i dont want to wake him up but at the same time i need to get up, I try again and slowly get out his grip but again he pulls back harder this time but im not facing him now "please stay.." he says sleepily "i cant i need to get up" i say not being able to turn around because of his grip "no..stay.." he says whispering in my ear sending shivers down my spine "i cant blake.. i needa get up.." I say but in response he pulling me back even harder to the point where my ass is at his.. erm- yk what i mean, i yelp at him pulling me back "cmon blake.." i say trying to get off his grip but since he has been going to the gym hes gotten stronger so i couldn't get out "y/n..please im tired.." he says putting his face into the crook of my neck "blake.." i say sighing accepting defeat "m m.." he says shaking his head on my neck. "blake i need to use the bathroom.." I say lying just trying to get out of his grip to get ready for the day "will you promise to come back?.." he asks whispering in my ear "blake.." I say wanting to get up but slowly getting more comfortable "please.." he says still hugging me, i roll my eyes jokingly and just accept it slowly falling back asleep

-3 hours later

i slowly open my eyes feeling nothing beside me "blake?.." i say turning around and rubbing my eyes, 'no answer' so I go and get my phone 1:36 'fuck' i think realizing i accidentally overslept, I get up going to get my clothes from the closet and to the bathroom to shower and do my usual routine.

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im done showering and stuff to i make my way downstairs and to the kitchen, as im going downstairs i realize the boys arent here they're probably filming so i make myself some breakfast and just chill until they arrive. I get to the kitchen and i get out the bowl, cereal and milk out and i pour them into the bowl, getting a spoon out of the clean dishes i put it in my cereal and sit down on the couch getting my phone out to text nick
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nick

hey nick when are you getting back?-

nick- oh sorry y/n we're getting back soon dw

oh alr-
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i guess all i have to do is wait till they get back
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time passes and still no sign of them so i just decide to go out somewhere, anywhere instead of this boring empty house. So i get up go get my shoes and to my parked car outside, i quickly walk to my car and get in it already starting to play music. I get my car out the garage and i head out to the road not knowing where to go, i remember that theres a mall so i decide to go there, as im going there i start to get in my thoughts 'one of the reasons why i hate being alone' 'he doesnt like you hes just hasnt cuddled with anyone in a while..right..?' i shake my head looking straight into the road 'what if he likes me?' I start to think again not focusing on the road 'nah he doesnt' 'hes just him.' i think again trying to focus on the road still, as im trying to focus i see the mall so i drive towards it and into the parking lot, i park and get out my car getting my keys and wallet finally shutting the door locking the car and walking into the mall. i walk in and quickly smell food, as im walking i look around to see my surroundings and find that theres an auntie annes (i dunno if yall know what that is 😭) beside the entrance now knowing why it smelt like food when i came in, not knowing where im going, i go to my left and then go in a straight line looking at the shops, spencers, victoria's secret, h&m, zara, journeys, and foot locker. I go to the foot locker since ive been wanting this one pair of shoes so i decide to go in there,

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ima make a part 2 sorry for not posting alot ive been rlly busy n very unmotivated im going to try my best and post more but i am almost certain im not going to sorry guys :(

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