WILD DESIRES - Affinity Romance

Just friends

He kept me up all night. All night thinking about how can someone be so naive to propose at midnight. How can someone be so raw, so transparent; so unproblematic, yet always positive. You clearly are making me cross the line. With his smile, his eyes, his tall stature and muscular body; simply by just being him, he makes it hard to resist myself. I want to taste him. I want him to hold me the way I deserved to be held. I want him to love, care and support me all the time. It was hard to be 'just friends' with someone so hot.

I have had a terrible past which would definitely want me to reject even the good guys if that's all left for me even on the dooms day. He is my very close friend, he had just helped me get rid of a very dark 4-year old toxic relationship. I was heartbroken and kept weeping around him about this toxic ex. How I have kept struggling throughout with him and with my family till now. I had shown him all of her wounds and weaknesses since he looked harmless to me. I knew he was interested in me since a really long time. In a romantic way, of course. But he had the courage to pretend things were platonic from his side and I made sure it was the same from her side. How can someone like him be just a friend?

It was one fine Saturday evening when I was too tired after work. Saturdays were half working days for us back then. So after lunch, I laid on my bed talking to him. We fought about something and I was sleepy as well. He pushed my nerves and I knew the child play I always did with him. I blocked him from everywhere possible. He kept calling me. I fell asleep with my phone in my hand that evening. He called my roomate and asked her my whereabouts. She told him I was fast asleep yet he had that audacity to ask her to wake me up. I wanted to be at peace yet he wanted to go out that evening. Eventually I got up, got dressed, brushed my hair, put some lip balm on my chapped lips and wore the boring most hoodie I owned.

He was there. Standing. Waiting for me for half an hour. I, on purpose, caused the delay to irritate him. But he, as usual, still found the situation positive. I sat on his bike and we went aloof.

We reached to his place. It was on a decent street, just right in front of a crossing. It was a three storey blue coloured building. There was a huge parking on one side that was stalked with the refrigerators and their leftover cardboards and thermocol sheets. Apparently the ground floor was a godown for an electronic showroom. I moved past all of that and found huge potted plants, mostly ferns. The place looked beautiful. We rushed upstairs on the third floor. It was a cozy house on top of the terrace. It had a drawing room, kitchen and a bedroom. He didn't have much furniture but had one bed in the corner of his drawing room and two mattresses in his bedroom. I had no clue he stayed alone there. We sat in the drawing room and he told me that girls were not allowed at his place. It kind of felt illegal but that was the thrill wasn't it.

I saw him get up and fetch some water for me to gulp down my dry throat. I on purpose made myself look basic and ugly. But I obviously could not resist his presence. I somewhat kind of felt weak to fight the urges of getting pounded by him. It was as if his presence was my weakness. I did not waste a minute and held his wrist and guided him to his bedroom.

We pulled the curtains off, closed the doors and the windows so that the light in the room feels dim. I made it sound like I felt sexy when the lights are dim in order to coverup how insecure I was with my body. We laid side by side on the mattress. He told me that he went to the market to buy these pillows and bedsheets to make it look more presentable for me. I giggled and pulled his cheeks. He was so adorable. He could not stop looking into my eyes while I kept blushing.

He then raised himself and landed on my chest and held me. He was smiling like a baby. It was too late for me to back off now. I did what my body told me to do and I didn't not fight with my mind, instead did what my heart told me to. I laid my arms on him and hugged him. This move from my side was enough for him to get a green signal that he had been desperately waiting for since the day we had started talking.

Our lips landed on each others. His appearance may fool you, but he was a completely soft person against me on that bed. He was so supple and warm on my lips. He kissed me very carefully. I could make out that he was being careful to not to make a wrong move and ruin the evening. He kept kissing me and I kept thinking to myself 'why is this not going any further '. He later asked me for his permission to touch me and to undress me.

We both stood up still not ready to leave our mouths alone and swiftly he started to pull the hoodie and undress me. As we made out passionately, I started pulling his shirt and vest. We were sitting on our knees facing each other, he was bare chested, well worked up body with visible and and I was in my baby pink floral bra with my boobs plunging out. With a faint dim light from the blinds, my body looked as white as porcelain. He couldn't control the urge to touch them. He grabbed both of my precious babies and squeezed them gently and then harder. He then laid his head on my boobs and kept smiling while telling me he's home. I am his home!

He wanted to take the charge, to make me feel something I've never felt before. He took my permission to unhook my bra. As soon as the bra slipped off to reveal my bare chest I could see the look on his face; how much he had waited patiently to finally get a sight of my boobs. Now it was all in front of him and he was free to play the game the way he wanted, it was hard for him as well till now! He grabbed both of them and started sucking one of my boobs and squeezed the other one. This lasted for 5-10 minutes. I could not wait for him to get inside me. While he was sucking my boobs I gently held him by his head and we laid down together. He was still sucking my boobs. He laid besides me, holding them still going on. He could not get over it. A while later he took his hand and split my legs and ran his hands down. His fingers managed to reach my clitoris. He licked his fingers and started circling my clitoris. I held his neck and started to moan. Slow and gentle first, hard and louder later. The site of me moaning and enjoying the pleasure he was giving me made him horny as well. He could not resist but kiss my lips. He kept circling till he reached my entrance and went gently inside. My gate had a river flowing, begging him to enter inside. The feeling I gave his finger made him wait no more.

He climbed on top of me kissed me really bad. I hadn't had sex in years, my gates were a bit tight. He placed his dick on the entrance, looked me in the eye and then gave everything he had in that one shot. I moan loudly out of pain and satisfaction that he's finally reached in me. The river that flowed made it easier for him to get inside. He took a pause and looked me in the eye to check if I was fine. When I gave him a heads up he could not longer be stopped. He was inside me. The thought of it makes me wet till this date. He strokes himself into me gently. I held him and he held me back really tight to feel my chest against his. My huge boobs started jiggling with every stroke. He fucked me like a king. He started getting harder and faster inside me thrusting himself as deep as he could. I was enjoying ever second of what he was giving me. It felt so good I literally closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling as he went deeper and deeper inside me and my love. He started smooching me when I was moaning loudly. His lips are my fav part of his body, after his huge dick. His warm and soft lips opened wide and he let his tongue inside my mouth. I let mine tease his and he smooched me harder and he gave me a little bit more harder pounding. That was when I had to remind him that were making love, please be gentle to my body. In his head he must've felt it gentle but to me he was a bulldozer.

After a lot of moans, smooches, pounding and sweating he came inside me. His face was a site worth watching when he unloaded in me. An immensely satisfied handsome, sharp jawlined face that had made me go crazy for him since before. Later, we laid besides each other and kept kissing and cuddling. After a while later he dragged me to take a bath. He bathed me like a little baby, rubbing soap all over me. I could feel his hands going through my curves sending shivers in my spine and he rubbed his hands on my boobs, tracing and squeezing them; teasing me for another round.

He knocked me really bad. He is the taste to have the entire life!!