New Girl-Baylen Levine

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧•Self Care

I turned on my camera and started to record my video, before I pressed record I took a deep breath and told my self it's ok to do this
I pressed record and it started to record

Y/n-hey everyone welcome to my channel, if you don't know me hi I'm y/n and I give you advices or tips on anything, but today we aren't doing any of that today, I wanna talk about my self today

I felt like crying, I took another deep breath and began to talk again

Y/n-so if you guys didn't know, I stopped posting for a month or maybe more then that I don't know, I been going through a lot, which I wanna talk about um actually

I couldn't hold it back anymore and stared crying, I took a sip of my water and started talking again

Y/n-um if you guys didn't know I struggled with depression and um it's alot to handle, you feel like not doing anything or have the energy to be motivated, when I had depression, I thought I would handle it by myself, no friends no nothing, but I had friends on my self like Baylen and Kyle and Michelle, if you guys are watching this mwah love ya

I wipe my eyes and started to smile

Y/n-I feel so much better now, I have done a lot of self care methods to help me, and not lead me into that dark hole, but for now I am going to take a break from youtube, I just don't want any more stress on me like that, I love you guys all and ya that's it

I ended the camera and sat on my bed and smiled to my self, I grab my computer and FaceTime baylen to see what he was doing

Baylen-hey babe are you ok?
Y/n-ya I'm fine what are you doing?
Baylen-coming over to your house, I'm bored and I wanna have a lazy day oh I got a surprise for you
Y/n-I swear to god of its money again imma kill you
Baylen-no no it's not but open the door please

I hung up and ran downstairs to open the door to see Baylen holding flowers, a target buy and a big stuffed bear, he came inside and hug me

Baylen-here baby for you
Y/n-omg I love it

I gave him a kiss and heard my family come downstairs

My dad-baylen my son how are you
Baylen-good sir
My stepmom-baylen sweetheart you got her all of this?
Baylen-yes and here these are for you

Baylen gave my step mom a things of flower too, my step mom went up to baylen and hugged him

My step mom-thank you sweetheart I love them
Zach-yo baylen what's up
Baylen-nothing much how is you and my sister?
Zach-good I wish I can see her though
Baylen-well

Lilah came behind baylen and gave Zach a hug

Zach-no fucking way lilah
Lilah-sorry I couldn't FaceTime but I'm here now
Zach-let's go to my room

They both went to Zach room

Baylen-where is my baby at?
Y/n-she taking a nap in my bed right now
Baylen-good cause I got her a princess doll
Y/n-you need to stop that
Baylen-no I don't
Y/n-yes you do!

Baylen came up to me and kiss me again, gosh I love him

My dad-baylen are you and your sister staying the night?
Baylen-if that's OK with you sir
My dad-be my guest son

Me and baylen went to my room and I sat at my vanity and baylen was cuddle with with Kenzie

Y/n-you know I'm glad to be with someone like you
Baylen-really how come?
Y/n-hello you are amazing duhh
Baylen-well you kinda have to share me now

We both looked at Kenzie who was up and laying in his arms and playing on his phone

Y/n-I don't have a problem with that, wait are you actually staying the night?
Baylen-ya why would I lied to you
Y/n-can I give you a skin care routine?
Baylen-um duh
Y/n-ok but later tho

Baylen grab my remote and turned my tv on and put on Shrek, I was scrolling on my phone when I saw a edited video of me and baylen in my Q&A video, it was cute, how did I get an amazing boyfriend like baylen, like please someone tell me

Baylen-y/n are you ok?
Y/n-huh ya I was thinking how lucky I am to date you
Baylen-and I would never hurt you in any type of way
Y/n-I understand baylen

I went up to him and laid down next to him when Kenzie slap me and hug baylen

Baylen-she really likes me huh
Y/n-I guess so but she isn't sleeping with us

Kenzie started laughing and laid on baylen

Y/n-it's ok you want something to drink?
Baylen-lemonade and a Capri Sun for Kenzie
Y/n-okk

I went downstairs to grab all of us something to drink when I saw Zach my dad and step mom coming downstairs

My step mom-sweetheart, we are going on a trip to Pennsylvania
My dad-yes and we are going to drive up there and I'm renting a big car, we are leaving soon, and I know what you are going to say yes baylen and lilah can come
Y/n & Zach-omg yess

I ran back into my room and started jumping up and down, baylen and Kenzie looked confused

Y/n-we are going to Pennsylvania
Baylen-wait we are?
Y/n-yess my dad said you can come and lilah too, this is going to be fun, you can meet my family all my friends are going to be jealous
Baylen-I mean aren't people already jealous of you
Y/n-I don't know but are you excited
Baylen-yes I am actually

*few hours go by*

Lilah, Zach Baylen and me was all chilling in my room talking, and eating pizza since I order pizza for us, lilah and Zach was at the end of my bed and me and baylen was at the top

Lilah-your room is so cute
Y/n-thank you love
Baylen-but my room is better
Y/n-your room is spider man like of clothes it's better then mine
Y/n-ok so we are all staying in a hotel I think and I think we all our sharing a room
Baylen-that fine with me

My step dad walks in with Kenzie and he give her to baylen

My dad-guys we are leaving Friday so Thursday we can all pack and you guys can come over and I'll put the bags in the car cause I already got the car
Everyone-ok

My dad left and we all started talking again

Y/n-guys we should sleep
Lilah-ya come on Zach night guys

They left the room with Kenzie and me and baylen laid down next to eachother and cuddled and we both drafted to sleep